His Cinderella (Jin X Reader) ✔

Feeling of fall

                                                                            Feeling of fall

Like everyone, I had a dream as a little girl. As I grow up, my dream has never changed. Who wants to change his wish or dream without ever having fulfilled it? You just need to have the will and the courage to get a step closer to the dream or even to fulfill it. After a hard time, I finally fulfilled my long-awaited dream on an autumn day. Becoming a singer.

This path was not easy for me. I had to overcome many hurdles and learn a lot of new things. My name is Lee (Y/N) and exactly one year ago I became an idol. Before that, I was a simple girl. A girl who has covered her face while filming her songs or covers. Then I shared my videos on YouTube with my over 1.8 million subscribers. From day to day, more fans joined. Of course, everyone wanted to know who was hiding behind the mask, but at that time I couldn't show my face. At that point I was just too insecure and too scared to show my true face.

One of the reasons why I didn't have the courage was my "adorable" stepfamily. Eunbi, my stepsister and stepmother. Because of them, I never had many friends because they always had to scare off everyone when I tried to make friends. For this reason, it was impossible for me to have a relationship. Because of their malice, they had nearly destroyed my entire childhood and life. Nobody else could protect me. My father and mother had died and my dog could not protect me, otherwise I would have had to take him to the shelter if he would attacked them.

Although the time was bad for me, I never stopped hoping that one day they will come to her sense and see me as a family part. But no matter what I did, I was never good enough for her. She could not make happy except for my father's money. At least I had my best friend next to me during this difficult time. He is not a human but a dog, a Border Colli to be exact. His coat is brown with black spots, which is why I gave him the name cookie as a five-year-old child. I know it's not an imaginative name for a dog. As a small child, you never think much about what you want to call your pet.

Before my father died, he had given me a guitar, a present for my graduation. It was a special guitar, because a beautiful quote was engraved. This quote read: "Never give up, because you never know how close you are to your goal." It was meant to give me courage and hope when I didn't know or wanted to give up. For me, the worst part was when I had to watch my stepmother smash my guitar to the ground. A piece of my soul and memory of my father was torn from me. At least there was something good about it, and that was that a will was hidden in it. From my dad. It said that everything would be only inherited to me and my stepfamily goes out empty.

Without the move to Seoul, which I didn't want, I would have never found new friends whom I very much loved. After successfully escaping from the fingers of my stepfamily, they were the first to help me with everything. For example, she let me live with her until I got my own flat yet. The circle of friends includes two other girls. In addition, I am happy in a relationship. Like my friends, he helped me too. He was one of the first to know about my problem and to get everything moving from the shadows. My friend is a singer from BTS, Jin. BTS is one of the most well-known K-pop star in Asia and for the most part also in Europe. He conquers the stages right away with Jin and his group members. Jin can sometimes be pretty good when it comes to his looks. He likes to do complements about himtself and hear it from others too. It's funny to see him laughing at his own jokes, even though nobody else thinks they are funny. You never get tired of him and you never get bored with him.

Much has happened in our time together. Good and bad things. Today is our anniversary, which is why I decided a long time ago to give him a present. I hope it will be happy because I've been wondering day and night about what I could give it. I really want to make him a gift from the bottom of my heart and not something as unimaginative as a clock or something like that. When I was in town yesterday, Mika, Suri and Areum, I talked to them about it. Of course, they tried to help, but whatever they suggested to me, I didn't invent good enough. My gift should be unique and personal. It should reflect me in some way.