You're the only one I trust
I'm the only one you trust
                              I only wish how you understood
How much you mean to me
My sister
My friend
My everything
                              If it wasn't for you
I wouldn't be here
                              That's why it hurts when you say you don't feel special to anyone
Because your so special to me
                              I just wish you could see 
That you're so important 
To me
                              I hate that I can't help
I hate that I can't say anything
                              You once said
You wished people talked to you
I'm sorry I never do
But I can't gather the courage 
You have more than enough to deal with 
                              I don't know what to do
What to say
To make you feel okay
                              It all feels like too much
The weight I feel on my shoulders
                              How can I help?
                              Why don't you just hit me until you feel better?
                              I have the same issue and yet
I have no clue how I'm supposed to help another 
                              I'm the person that fixes 
I fix
And I fix
And I fix
                              All the group fights
I fixed
The people that cried
I fixed
                              I can fix all that
But I can't fix this
                              I've tried all I can
Said everything I could think of
Why can't I help?
                              Do I help you?
                              I'm useless
Even more useless than normal 
                              If you're reading this
Which you probably aren't
                              You are special to me
You are important to me
Even if you don't believe it
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              YOU ARE READING
The Words I couldn't Say
PoetryThis is a place for me to put all the things I wish I said but I just couldn't. These are a way for me to "say" these things without actually saying them to the person I want to. I probably won't ever go back or read any of these because it's like r...
 
                                               
                                                  