I've been thinking
When you look in the mirror
And your eyes are red
As you stare at yourself
Do you ever wonder
"Who am I?"
When you lay in your bed
And close your eyes
Do your demons start to creep
Inside your mind?
If you see that person
Do you want to scream
"Please be mine"?
I've been thinking
Is it normal to know
How you want to kill yourself
If it comes to that point?
If your emotions build up so much
And your hearts pieces
Start to disappear
And all that's left
Is an empty shell of what could've been
I've been thinking
Maybe it's all in vain
That this life train should come to a stop
Maybe it's time to dig up the tracks
Pack up my soul and let it go free
Do you wish you could cut?
When you see that razor in your hand
You want to
You want to so bad
But you can't do it
Does your heart beat quicken
Whenever you see something sharp?
Does your hand want to take it
And cut your body into pieces?
I've been thinking
Maybe a monster like me
Needs a padded cell
No place to be
Just me
That maybe I need
More than just therapy that doesn't work
But if that doesn't work
It'll just get worse
As you can see
I've been thinking...
YOU ARE READING
The Words I couldn't Say
PoetryThis is a place for me to put all the things I wish I said but I just couldn't. These are a way for me to "say" these things without actually saying them to the person I want to. I probably won't ever go back or read any of these because it's like r...
