I try
I really do
But some days I wish
Everyone that would talk to me
Would just go away
I don't want to talk
I don't want to have fun
I just want to be alone
I'm getting sick of feeling like shit
Having to laugh and smile when I don't want to
But when I don't it's constant talking
"Are you okay?"
"What's wrong?"
"Hey do you know what's wrong with her?"
"Are you crying?"
Shut up
Shut up
Shut up!
I don't want the attention
I don't want the pity
I don't want a pat on the back or any of that bullshit
Leave me be
Let me...
Let me be alone
I don't want to be mean
So many people already think I'm an ass
I don't want to be an attention whore
So many people already think so
Pretend I'm in a box that you can't see
Pretend I don't exist if you have to
Just don't look at me
Talk to me
Or anything
Let me die inside in peace
And not have to hide it
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The Words I couldn't Say
PoetryThis is a place for me to put all the things I wish I said but I just couldn't. These are a way for me to "say" these things without actually saying them to the person I want to. I probably won't ever go back or read any of these because it's like r...
