Drunken Mistake with my Beki Boss (COMPLETED)

Chapter 18 DMWMBB

Rouge's POV

Wala ako sa sarili na naglalakad papasok sa bahay. I don't even know why I still have to be here. I  am mad at the both of them and also am broken. I thought I am able to tolerate this but seeing them together holding hands and kissing is just too much especially seeing my husband happy with someone else.

Agad akong nagkulong sa kwarto ko. I can feel my eyes already are puffy, I've been crying since I left the condominium. I stayed there for an hour waiting for Lucas to come out but I think I just wasted my time. It's already past 9 and he's not here yet. I want to confront him but I'm scared and I feel like I don't have the rights. He consider this marriage as a fake and a little game so I don't know if I have the rights to complain.

*Ring*

I looked at my phone and saw Mira's name appear on my screen. I don't think I am able to speak with anyone right now.

I just ignore her call until it stops ringing. My phone rings again and again Mira is being persistent to talk to me, I don't even know what she wants. I missed 4 phone calls from her. I did not bother to call back. I lay down to my bed at just keep on sobbing. I can't just be like this, I have to confront him. I have to talk to him at least.

I wiped my tears and went down stairs. I'm going to wait for him until he comes back. I sat on the stairs in front of our main door. It's easy to see here who is coming. Maybe should I call him and ask what time he's coming back?! But....I'm scared....I'm scared of what he is going to tell me.

It's already past midnight, still no sign of him. Napapikit ako ng madiin for the possibilities kung bakit wala pa din ito. I really don't know if Lucas can do that thing with the same sex. I mean he is gay but I still hope that he wont do such thing.

He did not even bother to call or text me like he always does to at least let me know if he is coming home or not. Well, what to do I am nothing to him, while he is my everything.

"Hahaha. I didn't know *sobs* it will hurt this much" Pisting mga luha, para namang may gripo yung mata ko eh, walang tigil sa pag agos ang luha, unlimited ata. I can't believe I am doing this to myself. Of course that person doesn't even know that I love him so he is not aware that he is hurting me.

Well, I'm scared to let him know either. I don't want our marriage to be ruined in just a short period of time.

Hindi ko namalayang nakapikit na pala ako, siguro dala na din sa sobrang pagod at iyak ko.

Nagising ako kinaumagahan ng may marahang tumapi sa akin.

"Rouge." Dinig kong tawag ni Lucas. I feel like I'm dreaming, his voice is soft and sounds like he is worried.

"Rouge." Ulit nito dahan dahan kong minulat ang mga mata only to see my husbands face. I'm happy since I see him first as soon as I open my eyes. Isn't that great? But then I remembered what happened last night. I stare at him blankly as his face is baffled.

"Why are you sleeping here?" Tanong niya at tumingin sa loob na para bang may hinahanap. He looks worried but I just ignored.

"Where were you?" Pag-iiba ko. Why did I ask this?

"I-I slept over to Dan's place. What about you? Why are you sleeping here? And why your eyes are puffy? Were you crying?" Tumayo ako mula sa pagkakaupo, inalalayan naman ako nito dahil naging stiff ang katawan ko. Agad ko namang tinapi ang mga kamay niya at pumasok sa loob.

"Is there any problem? What happened last night?" Hindi ko ito pinansin at patuloy lang sa paglakad paakyat.

"Rouge, ano ba?! I'm talking to you." So? I don't wanna talk to you. I was determined to confront you last night but not anymore. I will let you feel what am I feeling right now. Just watch.