Drunken Mistake with my Beki Boss (COMPLETED)

Chapter 43 DMWMBB

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Rouge's POV

"L-Lucas?" Gulat na tanong ko ng makita ito sa harapan ko. Hindi ko mapigilang mapaiyak sa taong kaharap ko, he looks completely different. He lost some pounds and he is pale, his hair has grown, a complete different person. What have I done to him?

"Wife." Pinaghalong lungkot, saya, pagkasabik ang nasa mukha niya.

"W-What are you doing here?" I asked in between of my sobs.

"Sorry but I can't bear it anymore. I missed you like hell." Sabi nito at niyakap ako, I closed my eyes to feel his warmth, his smell, his presence. I missed him so much, I feel like my entire body has been recharged by this hug. My worries, my fear, my doubt, lahat yun nawala. I snapped out and push him but not too harsh.

"B-Bat ka andito? Didn't I ask you to just stay and wait for me? I thought you promised."

"But everyday of not seeing you, it kills me. I don't care anymore if you are to get mad at me for the rest of my life. I just badly need to see you, I miss you so much." Tumutulo na din ang mga luha nito habang pinupunasan naman niya ang pisnge ko ng kamay niya.

I miss him too, so much but I am such a chicken and afraid to be with him for a moment. I don't wanna get depressed and stressed again about him and his lover, ayokong makunan.

"You have to go back. Please." Sabi ko at halata ang sakit sa mga mata nito nung sinabi ko yun kaya nag iwas nalang ako ng tingin.

"I love you Rouge, please don't do this to me. I promise not to hurt you anymore, please come back to me." Pakiusap niya sabay hawak sa mga kamay ko.

"Pwede ba you are making me stress again. Gusto mo bang makunan ako?" Ok I know that was too much but I am somewhat annoyed seeing him. I do miss him but it irritates me that he is here.

"I don't!" Mabilis na sagot nya.

"I don't wanna lose either one of you." sabi niya.

"Just go back. Hindi naman ako pang habang buhay dito eh." Hindi ito nakinig at niyakap lang ako ng mahigpit. Naramdaman kong hinalikan niya ang ulo ko kaya napapikit na lamang ako at hinayaan siya.

"I don't wanna go back without you. I'm scared. I have all the regrets, I regret everything I did. For not treasuring you properly, for not taking care of you, for not caring about your feelings......for not realizing that I love you much early. If I only did, probably this will never happen. I'm very sorry." Garalgal ang boses nito habang sinasabi niya yun, hindi ako kumibo at nakinig lang.

"When you decided to leave me, that when my life started to be a living hell. I can't sleep at night and has to drunk myself to sleep because if I won't I will just cry until nothing but blood. I don't wanna leave my room because I have all your memories there, I have your scents, I have your voice and presence." I know and you scared the hell out of me but at the same time I am happy tho because it is because of me you are being like this.

"I need you, Rouge. I need you and our baby. I can't leave my life without you anymore without the both of you, it will never be the same." I put a gap between us so I can see his face, his facial expression looks desperate. I caress his face as he closed his eyes, I can see the stubble sticking out, his jawline is much visible compare from the last time. It only indicates that he lost some weights. I put my forehead against his chin and hug him as tight as I could.

" I was scared to be with you, I feared that I might get hurt again. It's not only because of you why I run away, it's also from my family problem. I was badly hurt kung alam mo lang and I'm sorry if I was weak. I'm sorry for hurting you like this, I'm sorry for being cold and ignoring you. I have lost my trust and couldn't think of anything else but for the sake of me and our baby. I'm sorry for being selfish." Mabilis na hinalikan niya ang noo ko at tinitigan ako sa mga mata.