Drunken Mistake with my Beki Boss (COMPLETED)

Chapter 32 DMWMBB

Sorry for not updating yesterday. I was running a fever T^T since the season started to change. Hope y'all doing well. Few more reads at maaabot ko na ang 5K yey! Thank you po <3

Rouge's POV

Tahimik lang na nakarating kami sa bahay, paakyat na ako sa hagdan ng bigla niya akong pinigilan.

"Tell me what do you feel. Please don't treat me like this" He pleaded. Was I not too bold since then? I mean about how I feel towards him.

"You know how I feel Lucas." Sagot ko.

"I want you to tell me Rouge. Magalit ka kung gusto mo, sumbatan mo ako, gawin mo ang gusto mo na magpapagaan ng loob mo. Just don't treat me like this." How come that he is too selfish? Tapos kung gawin ko nga, ano ang sunod? Di ba wala, kasi in the end he still love his lover and not me.

"Mahirap ba akong mahalin?" Nangingilid ang luha ko, kasi feeling ko kulang na kulang ang pagkatao ko eh. Ano ba ang kulang sa akin na di ko kayang ibigay na kayang ibigay ni Daniel? Is it because I'm a woman?

"No...Of course not. Hindi ka mahirap mahalin. In fact you are too perfect, all the guys wishes to have a girl like you."

"Then why? Why can't you love me?" Ibinaling nito ang tingin sa kabilang direksyon. Di ko na napigilang mapaluha nalang. He can't answer me of course, why did I even ask? Tumalikod nalang ako at naglakad. I won't expect an answer from him.

"I like you....but....Rouge, I don't wanna hurt you." Yeah! He likes me but he loves him.

"Then do you want a divorce?" Nagulat ata sya sa sinabi ko, di ko nga din akalain na masasabi ko din ang mga katagang 'to eh.

"........O-of course no...I-I won't..." He said hesitantly. Should I be relieved? No, I don't think so, since this means I will be hurt for the rest of this marriage.

"W-Why? D-do you want a divorce?" Umiling din ako. I honestly can't, even if I know it will just hurt me.

"I don't want it either.....I just want to be with you but fate seems has different plan for us."

"You can stay, we can stay together like we use to....I don't want you to leave either." Mapait na napangiti ako, he doesn't want me to leave of course. I am the key of his inheritance, he needs me. I just fear of the aftermath.

"Lucas...do you...care how I feel?" Naglakad ito para mas mapalapit pa sa akin tyaka niya hinawakan ang mga kamay ko.

"Of course I do. I care for you, for your feelings and it hurts me seeing you hurt....I hate myself....I hate myself for hurting you, I'm sorry." He said as he leans his forehead on my shoulder.

"It's ok...It's not your fault. It's my fault for loving you like this." It is all about me, I'm such an idiot, weak, masochist, martyr. Lahat na ata ng kabubohan nasalo ko na. But that's what it takes if you fall blindly in love with the person who can't even return it.

"No, Rouge, It's-----" I put my index finger onto his lips to cut him off.

"It's ok...we're ok now. You are like me, who is hungry for love. Wherever you're happy I'm happy....Let's stay together, until you get all your inheritance. I promise, I will help you with it." Kumunot naman ang noo nya sa sinabi ko kaya ngumiti nalang ako to assure him.

"It's kinda late, you should rest alam kong pagod ka na. Mira told me you went out to look for me, sorry for giving you trouble. I should go and rest too, I still have work early in the morning." Sabi ko nalang at tumalikod na.

"I don't wanna sleep unless we are ok, you're not mad at me." How could I be mad at you? Magtatampo lang ako pero never akong magagalit sayo.

"I told ya, we're fine. We're still the same like we were the other day."