Drunken Mistake with my Beki Boss (COMPLETED)

Chapter 20 DMWMBB

Lucas' POV

"Rouge! wait!" Tawag ko dito ng bigla syang bumaba. I don't understand why is she acting like this and most of all why is she crying. But it's so weird because I can feel a prick inside me as soon as I see her crying. I feel so guilty kahit wala naman akong kasalanan at hindi ko alam kung may nagawa ba ako na ikinagalit nya. I mean she just started to be annoyed and stormed out.

Hinigit ko ito at ipinaharap sa akin. That again the prick feeling. It makes my chest feels heavy and congested.

"What the heck is the problem? Why suddenly you are crying?" Sabi ko, iyak pa din ito ng iyak and I am dying to know why is she acting like this. She's been like this for a few days. I can't read her at all.

"Because I love you!" Sigaw niya na syang nagpatigil sa akin. Mukhang nagulat naman siya sa sinabi niya dahil biglang nanlaki ang mga mata nya. Kung nagulat sya mas nagulat at nawindang ako.

"W-What?" Utal at hindi makapaniwala kong tanong. She bit her lips as she tried to hold back her tears. This cant be. This is not happening. No, Rouge.

"You can't Rouge. You can't. I thought we discussed this clearly?" I thought I made it clear with her before?! In this fucking marriage should be a no feelings attached. She can't love me, masasaktan lang sya.

"Then, what do I do? *sobs* Ever since before, I've loved you." Since when is that 'before' thing? In the first place she should've told me para di na natuloy ang kasalang naganap.

"You disappoint me, Rouge. You better stop this insanity." This is not right at all. I don't want to hurt her more than this so she better stop this before it gets more worser.

"L-Lucas, please." She was about to hold my hand but I snap her and turned my back as I get into my car and drive away. I may seem heartless but this is for her sake too.

During these past few weeks and days we were together I grew fond of her, she is at least special to me since she is my friend and I don't wanna hurt her. I love someone else and I will forever be feel guilty if I am to be with someone I love while knowing that there is one who is suffering because of me. I'm sorry Rouge.

Napatingin ako sa rear mirror at nakitang nakaupo siya sa daan kung saan ko siya iniwan. Iyak pa din ito ng iyak and for some reason it breaks my heart seeing her like that. She was always an enthusiastic woman and mischievous but lately I've noticed that she is acting differently.

Mga ilang minuto pa ay nakarating na ako sa sa opisina ko. Napasalampak ako sa swivel chair ko at pinikit ang mga mata. Hindi pa din maalis sa isip ko ang mga sinabi niya.

'Because I love you' Paulit ulit na naglalaro ito sa isip ko. I am completely disturbed of what she have said.

Does that mean yung may nangyare sa aming dalawa planado niya? I mean she seduced me at kumagat naman ako. Ewan ko ba at kung ano'ng nangyare basta bigla nalang hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili at nalunod sa kanya. That was the second time we did it. Nung unang gabi namin I have still a vivid recollection of that I was a bit sobered up kaya medyo alam ko ang mga nangyayare. But I somehow couldn't stop myself maybe because despite of acting girly I still have that side of a man. It's only her who can do this to me. I've tried to get turned on by other women but I felt disgusted even just touching them or them touching me. Rouge is completely different. I don't know what kind of poison she made me drink for me to be stunned when she's near.

nabalik ako ng biglang nagring ang phone ko. It's my mom. Kinabahan naman ako dahil napatawag itong bigla. Maybe Rouge has reported me to her. Napatitig lang ako sa phone ko ng ilang sigundo pa at sinagot ko ito.