strangers ☤ (larry stylinson)

fifty five

lottsah: he's dead

hstylesxo: stop fucking saying that

lottsah: not saying it isn't gonna make it any less true

hstylesxo: he would've told me

lottsah: he tried to tell you

lottsah: he tried so hard

hstylesxo: no he didn't he just fucking broke up with me

lottsah: he broke up with you to save you the pain

hstylesxo: no

hstylesxo: he should've just told me in the first place

lottsah: i know it's hard harry but i need you to listen to me

hstylesxo: i'm sorry i'm still finding this hard to believe

hstylesxo: he's actually gone?

lottsah: yes but you gotta listen to me

hstylesxo: what is it

lottsah: louis had cancer, yes

lottsah: but that wasn't how he died

hstylesxo: what?

hstylesxo: can you fucking stop with the mind games

lottsah: i wish this was a game harry i really do

lottsah: he killed himself

hstylesxo: he what

hstylesxo: why

hstylesxo: oh god no please tell me it wasn't because of me

lottsah: harry listen

hstylesxo: was it because of me?

lottsah: i don't know

lottsah: none of us do

lottsah: all i know is that police are gonna be looking through his things to find the cause as to why he would do this

hstylesxo: why are you telling me this

lottsah: because you were with my brother

hstylesxo: yes but i'd like to think that i didn't make him kill himself

lottsah: but we don't know that you didn't. only louis knows

hstylesxo: you're fucking evil

hstylesxo: you let me say all this shit about him, i called him a fucking coward

lottsah: harry

lottsah: stop

hstylesxo: no im not gonna just stop, i fucking loved him more than life itself

lottsah: i know but you're gonna have to stop. force yourself to stop

hstylesxo: what's the point

lottsah: because louis was a very proud man. he was loved by everyone and im not gonna let one overemotional teenage boy ruin his reputation and the memory people have of him

lottsah: as far as anyone is concerned, you and him were nothing but strangers

hstylesxo: strangers?

lottsah: yes harry

lottsah: im sorry

hstylesxo: i wasn't a stranger, i was his fucking boyfriend

lottsah: well forget about that

lottsah: i'm sorry harry but i want louis to be remembered as a hero

lottsah: not a pervert

hstylesxo: fuck you

lottsah: can't you see this is for the best

lottsah: you can go public, say how much you loved each other but harry no one will listen

lottsah: they'll only hear the age gap and you know this

hstylesxo: okay

hstylesxo: i understand

lottsah: right, and how did you know louis?

hstylesxo: i didn't

hstylesxo: we were strangers

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well

it has been a rollercoaster ride but we finally got there.

strangers is officially over

thank you to everyone who read this and left votes and comments, i appreciate you all so much. and to any future readers, thank you as well.

well, i can't believe it's the end but i guess it is

shameless self promo time but if u need ur larry fix then read my other fic death spells (and like vote n comment cause i can never find the motivation to update) also be on the look out for other larry fics that i might publish soon

i love you all

-dani