TRIGGER WARNING: depression, mentions of suicide.
a vent for myself.
i created this world.
colby raked his fingers through his hair, his breath shaky. the rips in his jeans open for the wind to send shivers down his spine.
to feel some control.
he pushed himself up on the steel ledge, looking down at the water rushing at the bottom. the clash of the water against the rocks sent a panic to colby's heart.
destroy it if i want.
he held a leg out over the edge of the railing he had pulled himself up on. he sucked in a deep breath, holding his arms out.
his phone rang.
so i sing someone.
"hey colbs, what do you want for dinner?" sams voice rang through the speaker.
".. uh, chick-fil-a is fine." he answered hesitantly.
"alright, i'll be home in twenty- what's that noise in the back?"
colby looked down at the water before slowly climbing down and pulling his car keys out of his pocket, "i just stopped at a bridge on the way back. it looked cool."
"ooo, nice. see you when we're home?"
"yeah."
how sam managed to call him every single time he was about to let go, he wouldn't ever know. just like how he'd never know why sams voice always pulled him back home.
folina.
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oneshots • s.g + c.b
Fanfiction+ LOWERCASE INTENDED lil oneshots of the boys, if you have a request dm me or leave a comment! ALSO I PROMISE THESE SLOWLY GET BETTER + there's a lot of angst? i'm a pent up person PFF
