diego's pov
"sorry to interrupt..." dallas said walking backwards before turning around and storming out the door crying. i couldn't have felt worse, she was mad at me..hell she probably hates me now, and thats the last thing i wanted to hear.
"dallas..wait you know i didn't mean to, now come back!" i yelled after her, my eyes stung for a few seconds before i felt the tears forming, the water bluring my vision. even tho i couldn't see but blur i watched dallas run off. i blinked and wiped my eyes then opened them and she was gone..already in her car driving off.
"damnit, dallas." i sighed. this was wrong, even tho we weren't dating it still felt like a relationship..i was that close to her but now im guessing that she doesn't feel the same now..i fucked up..
i wiped my eyes one more time before walking back in, i hurried to my room. "fuck..dessire...get out..go.." i whimpered, i pointed to the door and put my head down. my tears falling to the ground, the room was dead silent..all you could hear was my soft cries and the tear drops hitting my floor. she didn't think twice, she got off my bed and grabbed her stuff and walked out the house.
i walked to my bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror. "im such a bad person, i didn't..fuck." my voice cracked as little sobs came out. i kept staring at myself in the mirror, thinking about all the memories. some were walking in the park, going to the beach, kissing..it all just came back to me. thats when i couldn't handle it anymore, i balled my eyes out for the rest of that night.
dallas' pov
"i'm sorry that i tried to give you everything! i'm sorry that i couldn't give you everything you wanted, i'm not perfect! i'm sorry i trusted you, i had a really big suprise..well no i didn't i thought i was enough..but i wasn't..what did i do!" i sat on my bed wailing and crying, i was acting like he was in front if me but that made me cry even more cause i just can't see him right now.
"you know what? fuck this.." i said taking out my phone i dialled i number in my phone and it started ringing..
"hey, alex..um can you pick me up?" i asked him. by now i was putting on mascara and some highlighter, thats all i really needed. "yeah..um..i'll be there in 10 okay?" he said through the phone. "okay, bye." i said and ended it.
i grabbed my wallet and phone charger and waited. before i knew it i heard a honk and i walked out my house and got in his car. i stared at him in the eyes and he stared back, my eyes started wattering and he said "what's wrong" but i didn't say anything i just turned my body straight and stared at the road signalling him to drive. "you need something to eat? we can go somewhere.." he said getting glances at me to see my answer. he turned on the freeway and then put the car in cruise. then stared at me. i could tell he was looking at me..1 because i can see him at the corner of my eye and 2 i can feel it. "i'm taking that as a yes." he said and plugged his phone in to the aux and handed me the phone.
i scrolled through and found a song. it started playing and alex looked at me and sighed.
"i guess i kinda liked the way you helped me escape.." the song played and i shook my head and looked at my lap..
"and i- tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes, i fall into your arms.." as the song played on that part i did close my eyes..i felt a tear roll down my cheek and i shut them tight and opened then looking out the passenger window. i felt alex staring at me and i just turned my head more, this song helps me cope through most of my problems but this one hit the most. i felt this one..
"we're here.." alex said as he turned the music down and put his hand on my knee and shook it. he got out the car and walked to my side and opened the door. he grabbed my hands and helped me out of the car.
"so, i'm already assuming something happened between you and diego because that was some depressing music you played.." he folded his arms and looked at me in the arms, i stared at him and my cheeks turned a into a soft red.
"yeah..i um.." i started to speak my voice already breaking, "i got out of the hospital, and..i was soo happy..probably happier than a bird with a french fry..and i had a plan to suprise him.." i said and took a breath. " and i've been planning this since the day i woke up in that hospital bed, i didn't bring anything but myself cause i thought he didn't want nobody else but me..anyway so when i got out i went to his house and creeped upstairs to his room, then i opened the door slightly and i was about ready to say 'suprise!' you know? and i just see him in there with another girl! they were sucking each others faces off.."i said i started to cry and i got up and walked to the girls bathroom.
after wiping my face i walked out and saw alex standing there, he held his hand out and we held hands, we walked back to our table and he sat down. our food was waiting on us already.
alex is so sweet, unlike diego..i think alex would be better for me..wait..no..do i like alex?
