Sweetest Taste of Life

Chapter 16

I want to be alone. Far from everybody even with Sapphire nor Sparsh.

The kiss. It keeps replaying in my mind. It was my first time to kiss someone's lips and I kinda figured that it's not bad. His lips is soft and tasty, taste like a cherry.

But I want it to be the end. I don't want him to enter my messy life. I don't deserve a guy like him.

I filed 2 days leave in the office of the head yesterday. I reasoned out it's an emergency. Ayaw pa nilang pumayag sa una.

"Sir, please give me permission, it's really an emergency. I really need to go to hospital. My mom is at the ICU" pagdadrama ko sa harap niya. Mangiyak-ngiyak para maging epektibo.

My acting skill worked out. Pumayag ang head sa finile ko, not knowing the truth. I lied again, but it's for my own good. I want to withdraw myself for a while. Sometimes, we need to lie for our sake.

Sparsh sent me a message, I read it. Dalawang message na pala ang sinend niya.

"Goodmorning Shanaya! Don't forget to take your breakfast before coming to school. 657-514+0x1  :)"

"Hey, Where are you now? I'm waiting in front. It's already 7:30, diba may klase ka pa? You're late now! Sabihin mo sa driver bilisan niya ang pagmaneho. I'll wait until you get here :)"

Oh Sparsh, he's too sweet and my heart melts like an ice cream when I'm near with him even with his words. At first, I hate sweet words. Sweet words can be sweet lies. But, Sparsh' sweet words are sincere. Binabasa ko pa lang, naiimagine ko na ang itsura niyang tingin ng tingin sa relo tapos titingin sa kalsada kung parating na ako. Right at this moment, my heart is skipping. When I've read his message, I turned off my phone.

Sana. Sana lahat kasi panaginip na lang. Sana hindi na lang inireveal ni Jared ang katotohanan. Sana hinayaan na lang siyang tabunan ng panahon. Pero hindi eh. Ang nangyari ay katotohanan na dapat kong malaman. Ika nga nila hindi ba? "Walang sikretong hindi nabubunyag".

Nakarating na ako sa lugar na pinuntahan ko. MOArmy Hotel is the name of the hotel. I choosed to stay in a hotel. It's silent, and there's a peace in mind if I stay here for two days.

Pumasok ako sa room 143. And again, I remembered Sparsh message this morning. I'm not that ignorant who don't know what 143 means.

I decided na i-open ang phone ko.  I've received 14 missed calls from Sparsh and Sapphire.

From:Sapiro
Hoy Aya! Kung wala kang balak na pumasok ngayon, sana sinabi mo! How shit naman babae! Nagtatanong na rin si Manliligaw mo, bahala ka sa buhay mo!

Nakangiti akong binasa ang message niya. She's not mad. Alam kong ganun naman talaga ang bibig ni Sapiro. She's just worried. Hindi ko na sana babasahin ang message ni Sparsh pero hindi ko nakontrol ang kamay ko at napindot ang pangalan niya.

Fr:Senior Sparsh
SHANAYA! TANGINA, WHERE ARE YOU!? WALA KA BANG BALAK SAGUTIN ANG TAWAG KO? I'M WORRIED.

"PLEASE PICK UP MY CALLS!! Sana magsabi ka naman kung papasok ka o hindi o kung may sakit ka ba o may pinuntahan ka."

A/N: Sana all, may ganyang manliligaw :)

Sparsh is like a girl. Masyadong sweet. I didn't expect that he's as sweet as sugar. Para siyang bakla that's why I'm glad and blessed that I met him.

But, Once is Enough. I don't want my parents to threaten him. I can't bear if he'll beg me to let him go. Mas mabuti ng ako ang lumayo kaysa ang makita siyang lumalayo sa akin.

He's a super duper ultra mega hyper sweet and gentle man. I haven't seen any negative side of him. He's really the best.

All of him made me fall. His rosy lips that taste like cherry, his voice that is sometimes husky,seductive and a beautiful music in my ears, his dimples that makes him more handsome, his smile that can melt girl's heart, his personality that changed me a little, his intelligence on different things which I really admire, his words that definitely makes my heart beat fast and lastly, his Brown Eyes that hypnotized me. His brown eyes tells his soul. I'm already inlove with Sparsh Rayven Villanueva, a man full of words.

He is calling again for the 35th time. Hindi ba siya napapagod sa kakapindut? Wala ba siyang klase? Hindi ko na matiis so I picked up his call.

"Where are you? Bakit hindi ka ba pumasok ngayon?! Tangina naman! Sana nagtext ka man lang. May lagnat ka ba? You're not picking up your phone. Pati tawag ni Sapphire hindi mo sinasagot. What's the matter Shan?! Bullshit!!I'm worried! " sigaw niya sa kabilang linya. Can I smile now?

"Now, you're cursing at me huh? Is that how you court, Mr. Villanueva? " tanong kong nakangiti.

Tell me life, what to do now?

"Wala akong paki-alam kung magcurse man ako. Nakaka putangina lang kasi Shanaya. Dimo ba alam na ilang oras akong naghintay sa gate? Tell me what's going on!" sigaw niya ulit. He must be very worried.

"I'm 100% okay! Don't worry too much Sparsh, baka ma high blood ka diyan, sige ka" I chuckled.

"You're lying again. I know there is a problem, remember the day when we kissed? You're crying under the rain." he said ng hindi na pasigaw.

Hindi ko siya sinagot bagkus napabuntong hininga na lang ako. Bigla-bigla na lang siyang tumatawa sa kabilang linya.

"I remembered our first kiss Shanaya, Am I good at kissing? I like how your lips taste. I feel like I want to taste it again. Uhm" is he imagining? He's moaning.

"Punyeta ka Sparsh,ang manyak mo talaga! Hindi na mauulit iyon. Wala kang galing sa paghalik." saad ko ng tumatawa.

I heard him chuckled too. Muntik ko ng makalimutan na kailangan kong putulin ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya. Sineryoso ko na ang tono ko.

"Sparsh, I want to tell you something" ako ang kinakabahan.

"What? Are you going to say Yes now?" Masigla niyabg tanong. I can't take away his happiness right at this moment.

"I........ I miss you" that's it! Hindi ko pa kayang sabihin sa kanya ang gusto kong mangyari. I still need time.

"My Shanaya misses me. I miss you too Shan! 143" Ayan na naman siya eh. Ano ba Sparsh!

"Ang landi mo talaga. I'll hang up now. Bye Villanueva! Pakisabi kay Sapiro mahal ko siya"

Natawa ako sa sinabi ko, same as with him.

"Answer my 143 first" he stated. Ugh!

"Thanks for your 143. I'll answer you with 14366"I proudly said.

"What is it?" he asked. I know he's wondering now but I can't tell him.

"Secret! It's for you to find out. Bye! " and I ended up the call.

Madali lang naman kasi ang ibig sabihin nun if he'll analyze it deeply.

I lay on bed and looked up. I don't know what may happen for the next days. Prepare my heart again.

Lumipas ang ilang minuto ng nakatingin lang ako sa taas, blanko ang pag-iisip at hindi ko namalayang tumiklop na ang aking mga mata.

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