CHAPTER 32 (MAX) (1ST CRUSH)

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I JUG DOWN MY 3RD BEER . AS THIS GIRL BESIDE ME RUBS MY KNEE WHO NAME I CAN'T REMEBER ,SHE SAYS IS FROM OUR SCHOOL BUT I DON'T THINK I HAVE SEEN HER . SHE THEN PUTS HER TOUNGE DOWN MY THROAT IT FEELS ROUGH AND TO BE TRUTHFUL I AM DISGUSTIED . I PUSH HER AWAY I LOOKED UP AT HER FACE SHE SEEMS IN SHOCK BUT I HAVE TO GET AWAY . I GO OVER TO WHERE THE BAR IS SET UP AT . AND GET ANOTHER . NANCY CRAMER IS SITTING NEXT TO ME AN I DON'T EVEN KNOW IT UNTIL SHE SAYS

" MAX ROGAN THE HOTTEST OF THE HOTTEST . "

" NANCY YOU ARE BACK ." I SAY

SHE IS A YEAR OLDER THAN ME SHE AND I ONLY HOOK UP 1 TIME WAY BACK WHEN I WAS JUNIORS .

" LAST I HEARD YOU WENT TO MEXICO ." I SAY

" YEA I AM ONLY HERE FOR THE WEEKEND AND I JUST WANTED TO SEE SOME FILLMAR FACES . " SHE SAYS AND SMILES .

WE HAVE 2 MORE DRINKS AND 3 SHOTS OF POTRONE WE ARE LAUGHING AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT WE ARE LAUGHUNG AT

. " SO WHAT GIRL YOU HOOK UP WITH TONIGHT . ?" SHE ASKS

I LAUGH SHE LEANS IN AND KISSES ME IT IS NICE BUT GUILT OVER COMES ME ABOUT THE NAMELESS GIRL . I PUSH BACK AND TELL HER ALL ABOUT THE KISS AND HOW I DON'T LIKE HER . IF THIS WAS A FEW MONTHS AGO I WOULD DONE A LOT MORE THAN KISS BOTH OF THOSE GIRLS.

SHE LAUGHS AND SAYS " I DON"T CARE I JUST WANTED TO SEE IF YOU KISSED AS GOOD AS YOU ONCE DID . "

IF I WAS'NT DRUNK I AMS SURE I WOULD BE BLUSHING CRAZY . " WHAT HAPPEND TO YOU ?" I ALMOST DON'T EVEN HEAR HER

. I SEE WALKING THREW THE CROWD IT IS MIA SO BEAUITFUL AND FREE SHE HAS ON A RED DRESS AND HER HAIR STRAIGHT

." OH I GET IT MIA DRAYS SHE IS PRETTY . " I HEAR NANCY SAY

THEN I SEE FOLLOWING BEHIND MIA AND HOLDING HER HAND IS PIER .AND MY HEART SINKS

." SO HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU SLEPT WITH HER ?" SHE ASKES

" I HAVEN'T " I ANSWER STILL STARING AT MIA .

" WOW YOU ARE SO DIFFRENT ,SORRY HANDSOME ,BUT I AM HERE FOR A GOOD TIME AND YOU ARE NO FUN TONIGHT ." SHE SAYS AND GETS UP

" BUT YOU STILL ARE A GOOD KISSER "SHE ADDS

. I WATCH HER WALK AWAY PARTLY BECAUSE MIA IS OUT OF MY SIGHT. . I JUST SIT FOR A FEW MINS I FEEL LIKE I MIGHT HAVE SOBER UP A LITTLE . A GIRL IN SHORT DRESS SIT NEXT TO ME , I DON'T KNOW WHO SHE IS I DON'T LOOK UP TO SEE I JUST SEE HER TAN LEGS . SO I WALK OFF I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE AND I DON'T KNOW WHY . I SIT ON THE STAIRS WHICH IS EMTY AT THIS POINT . I DON'T DRINK NO MORE I JUST LOOK OUT INTO THE NIGHT .

" HEY THERE YOU ARE " I HEAR

I LOOK AND ITS MIA SHE SITS DOWN NEXT TO ME . THERE I AM LIKE HAS SHE BEEN LOOKING FOR ME . " WHY YOU OUT HERE BY YOURSELF ?" SHE ASKS

" CROWDED IN THERE '" I SAY

SHE LAUGHS I FEEL IMPORANT WHEN SHE LAUGHS EVEN THOUGH I DID'NT JUST TELL A JOKE .

" I THINK I HAD TOO MUCH TONIGHT ." I SAY AND LOOK AT HER I WANT TO BE LOST IN HER EYES

,I KNOW IF I LOOK INTO THEM I WILL GET LOST , BUT SHE TOUCHES MY ARM WHICH CAUSE ME TO LOOK DOWN AT IT AND SHE LOOKS RIGHT INTO MY EYES I CAN'T HELP BUT LOOK .

" YOU DON'T SEEM DRUNK NOT REALLY " SHE SAYS

" I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR HOURS MY PARNETS WAS FIGHTING SO I COULD'NT WAIT TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE I COULD HEAR THEM IN MY LITTLE HOUSE . " I SAY

" PARNETS FIGHT SOME TIME ." SHE SAYS

" YEA I KNOW " I SAY

I KNOW SHE WANTS TO HELP ME FEEL BETTER I REALLY DON'T THINK THERE IS NO HELP MY PARENTS THEY WILL JUST ALWAYS FIGHT . KISSING HER WILL MAKE ME FEEL BETTER ,BUT I KNOW THAT CAN'T HAPPEN.

. " WHERE IS PIER " I ASK

" HE IS AROUND SOMEWHERE " SHE SAYS

SHE DON'T SEEM TO INTERESTED IN FINDING HIM . " " OH I SEEN SHAWN RYMNES AND KELLY BATES MAKING OUT . " SHE SAYS AND TAKES A DRINK OF HER DRINK .

" NO SURPRISE PEPOLE HOOK UP IT IS A PARTY MIA . .WOW I KISSED 2 GIRLS TONIGHT . " I SAY

BY HER FACE SHE LOOKS CONFUSED " WAIT 2 GIRLS TONIGHT ,YOU ARE NOT WHO I THOUGHT YOU WAS ." SHE SAYS AND GETS UP

. I DON'T KNOW WHY THAT WOULD OFFEND HER

." ARE YOU MAD ?" I ASK KIND OF LOUD

" NO " SHE SAYS JUST AS LOUD .

SHE TURNS AROUND AND SAYS " ITS NOT THAT YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO KISS WHO EVER YOU WANT I JUST THOUGHT YOU WAS'T LIKE THAT , EVEN BEFORE ."SHE STOPS HER SELF

" WHAT WAS YOU GOING TO SAY ?" I ASK

" I JUST MEAN BEFORE I KNEW YOU I EVEN THOUGHT YOU WAS DIFFRENT EVEN THOUGH You KISSED A LOT OF GIRLS I DID'NT THINK YOU WOULD BE SOMEONE WHO KISS 2 GIRLS IN THE SAME NIGHT . I THOUGHT YOU WAS BETTER I GUESS BECAUSE I HAD CHRUSH ON YOU , MY 1ST CHRUSH . " SHE SAYS

AND I CAN TELL BY HER FACE SHE DID'NT MEAN TO SAY IT BUT SHE DID SAY IT .

" I NEVER DID THAT BEFORE REALLY I DON'T KNOW WHY I DID TONIGHT I FEEL BAD ABOUT IT IF YOU MUST KNOW . " I SAY

I SEE A SLIGHT SMILE APPEAR ON HER FACE THEN PIER WALKS UP . I TELL THEM I Am TIRED AND CALLING A UBER AND THE WHOLE RIDE HOME I THINK ABOUT THE FACT THAT MIA HAD A CRUSH ON ME . I MAY THINK OF THIS FOR A VERY LONG TIME TO COME . !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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