I GOT UP EARLY AND DECIDE TO APLY FOR COLLGE I SHOULD HAVE DONE DONE IT BUT I FINALLY GOT THE STRENGTH TO DO SO . I APLIED TO 4 DIFFRENT GREAT SCHOOLS . I KNOW I WILL GET INTO ONE BUT I DID START A NOVENA TO ST.ANTHONY TO GET INTO THE RIGHT ONE I APLIED EARLY BUT NOT AS EARLIER AS I DID FOR PRINCENTION. .... I TAKE A LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR OF MY LOCKER , I HAVE MY HAIR IN HIGH PONY TAIL AND IT IS CURLY . I SPENT EXTRA TIME GETTING READY TODAY BECAUSE OF WHAT I HAVE IN STORE FOR PIER , YES IT IS MOSTLY OUT OF GUILT BUT I DO LIKE PIER AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE HIM . SO I GOT A CUPPLE OF SURPRISES FOR HIM .
" HEY GOT WHAT YOU WANTED . " LIV SAYS AS WALKS UP AND HANDS MY THE EVOPLE .
" THANKS SO MUCH " I SQUEAL .
" NO THANK RYAN ." SHE BEAMS
" WELL I LIKE HIM AND I NEVER MET HIM YET ." I TEASE
" YOU WILL SOON " SHE SMILES AND HEADS TO HER CLASS AND IT IS TIME FOR ME TO .
AS I WALK THE HALL I REALIZE THAT IT WILL BE HARD TO SEE MAX . BUT IT WILL BE FINE . JUST LIKE HE ALWAYS DOES HE WALK THAT COOL WALK , A SOON AS I SEE HIM I LOOK THE OTHER WAY AND WALK BY IT HURTS BUT I HAD TO DO IT .
. .......................AFTER A LONG DAY ON OUR 1ST DAY BACK TO SCHOOL SINCE WINTER BREAK I TEXTED PIER TO MEET ME IN THE ART ROOM . I CHOSE THAT CLASS ROOM BECAUSE IT IS PIER FAVORITE . WHEN HE ARRIVES .
" HEY THERE ." HE SAYS
" WHY WOULD YOU WANNA MEET IN HERE ?" HE ASKS
" I HAVE A SURPRISE FOR YOU . " I SAY WITH A SMILE .
HIS EYES LIGHT UP I HATE TO EVEN THINK WHAT I AM PRETTY SURE I KNOW WHAT HE IS . SO I QUICKLY PULL OUT THE EVOLOPE AND HAND IT TO HIM . HE QUICKLY OPENS IT
." WOW PANIC AT THE DISCO TICKETS ." HE SHOUTS HE HUGS ME AND LIFTS ME UP
. " THANK YOU BUT WHY IT IS NOT MY B DAY AND YOU GAVE ME A NICE CHRISTMAS PRESENT . " HE SAYS :
NO THIS IS JUST BECAUSE .YOU BBEEN SO GOOD TO ME AND NEW YEATS EVE WAS A MESS UP AND I AM SORRY ." I SAY
" COME ON WE BEEN THREW THIS YOU WAS NOT A FEELING GOOD . " HE STATES
I KISS HIM IT IS SHORT BUT HARD . I PULL BACK AND HE SMILES . I PUT MY HAND ON HIS CHEST .
" COME OVER LATER TO DO HOME WORK AND MAYBE SOMETHING ELSE ." I SAY
AS SOON AS THE WORDS COME OUT OF MY MOUTH I KNOW HOW IT SOUNDS . HIS EYES WIDEN .
" I MEAN A SURPRISE LIKE THIS YOU KNOW "I STUTTER
AND PIER LAUGH AND I LOVE THE SOUND .
///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////MAX///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// HAVING BREAKFAST WITH MY MOTHER AND FATHER FEELS STRANGE BUT IN A GOOD WAY THEY REALLY ARE TRYING . I STILL SEE LOVE IN THEIR EYES BUT THEY WAS FIGHTING FOR A LONG TIME . BUT I CAN TELL THE LOVE IS THERE . I FEEL SO GREATFUL THAT MY FAMILY IS BACK TOGATHER . ON THE WAY TO SCHOOL I THINK ABOUT HOW IT WILL BE WHEN I SEE HER I KNOW IT WILL BE BAD . I HAD DEDCIDE NOT BE AROUND HER BUT I CAN'T CONTROL SEEING HER AT SCHOOL I KNOW IT WON'T BE EASY BUT I HAVE TO FOR THE BOTH US . ..WALKING IN I AM FEELING SICK TO MY STOMACHE , I TOOK A BREATHE AND TOLD MY SELF TO ACT AS COOL AS POSSIBLE . I WALK IN I SEE HER AS BEAUTIFUL AS ALWAYS IN A TIGHT SWEATER DRESS I DON'T THINK THE GIRL COULD GET NO HOTTER . SHE WALKING TOWARD ME AND I TOWARD HER AND I WILL NOT TALK TO HER UNLESS SHE TALKS TO ME IN THAT CASE I WOULD HAVE TO . WE ARE GETTING CLOSER SHE IS ALMOST HERE AND THEN SHE TURNS HER HEADS AND CONTUINES WALKING ON . MY HEART ACHES WHICH I KNOW IT WOULD . IT FEELS SO BAD I FEEL AS THOUGH MY HEART BEEN RIPED OUT . THIS MUST BE CLOSE TO WHAT PEPOLE FEEL LIKE WHEN THEY ARE REJECTED , I NEVER BEEN REJECTED BEFORE EXPCET MIA SORT OF . I NEVER REJECTED A GIRL THE 1 ST TIME BUT AFTER I HAVE PLENTY .WELL REALLY I DID REJECT HALEY AND SHE MIGHT HAVE THOUGHT SOMETHING WOULD HAPPEN SINCE I TOOK HER TO THE NEW YEARS EVE PARTY . I KNOW I SHOULD TRY TO MAKE IT SOME HOW BETTER . I MEAN I EVEN TOOK HER TO A ROOM THEN SAID NO . I SEE HER QUICKLY PUTTING STUFF IN HER LOCKER .
"HEY HALEY" I SAY NERVOUSLY
" EXUESS ME " SHE SAYS AND WALKS PAST ME
" PLEASE HALEY I AM SORRY I AM MESSSED UP." I SAY
" WELL I AGREE BUT YOU ARE NOT WORTH MY TIME ." SHE SAYS
" OH I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW I AM SORRY ." I SAY AND MEAN IT .
SHE JUST WALKS AWAY ,I KNOW I DESVRES IT . THE 1ST DAY BACK IS ALREADY LAME .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Lãng mạnMIA DRAYS HAS IT ALL.SHE IS POPULAR AND A GOODY 2 SHOES . WHEN SHE IS TURNED DOWN BY HER DREAM COLLAGE SHE HAS A LITTLE BREAK DOWN AND THEN FINDS HER SELF IN A LOVE TRIANGLE WITH 2 BASEBALL PLAYERS .
