I AM EXTERMLY NERVOURS ,I DON'T KNOW WHY I GUESS BECAUSE I NEVER BROKE UP WITH ANYONE BEFORE . I KNOW I HAVE TO DO IT . IT IS RIGHT . I WENT ALL DAY OF SCHOOL ,I ONLY SEEN MAX FROM A DISTANCE BUT I HAVE OTHER PROMLEMS . LIKE BREAKING UP WITH PIER WITH OUT HURTING HIM . I LOOKED UP HOW TO BREAK UP AND NOT HURT THE OTHER .OF COURSE I KNOW TO LET HIM DOWN EASY . WE ATE LUNCH TOGATHER JUST DID NOT FEEL LIKE DOING IT THERE . I TOLD HIM TO MEET AT THE CAFE . I KEEP PUSHESUNG MY HAIR BACK . I AM BEYOND NERVOURS . WHEN HE ARRIVES HE IS WEARING HIS UNIFORM . HE SITS ,AND SAYS
" I AM NOT REALLY HUNGRY I CAN GO FOR A SHAKE AND A FRY ."
" YEA ME 2 " I SAY
I WILL TELL HIM AFTER HE IS DONE EATING . I WATCH HIM NOT EVEN REALIZING THAT I AM .
." YOU HAVE NOT TOUCHED YOUR FOOD ." HE SAYS
HE IS RIGHT I COULD NOT EAT I AM TO NERVOUS .
" I JUST AINT " I SAY
AND MY HEART IS POUNDING I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T BREATHE AND I DON'T KNOW .
"III" I SAY
" WHAT IS WRONG ?" PIER ASKS
I GET UP AND RUN TO THE BATHROOM , I HEEVE I FEEL IF I COULD THROWUP THIS BUILDING IN MY STOMACHE WILL FEEL BETTER BUT NO IT IS JUST AIR .
" ARE YOU OK ?" HE ASKS WITH HIS VOICE FULL OF CONCERN
." YES I THINK I WILL JUST GO HOME .BUT I WILL CALL YOU LATER ." I SAY AND LEAVE
. ON MY WALK HOME I THINK OF A WAY TO BREAK UP WITH HIM WITH OUT I HAVEING TO SEE HIS FACE .I THOUGHT OF HAVING ONE OF MY FRIENDS DO IT ,BUT REALLY THAT IS INPERSOAL AND PIER DERSVRES BETTER . I COULD TEXT OR CALL BUT IT WOULD BE CRUL . I CRY BEACUSE I DON'T WANT TO HURT HIM AND I AM VERY SELFISH I DON'T WANT TO LOSE HIM AS A FRIEND . BUT IT IS NOT FAIR TO STAY WITH HIM SO I KNOW I WILL DO IT AT SOME POINT AND REALLY THE SOONER THE BETTER . !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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RomanceMIA DRAYS HAS IT ALL.SHE IS POPULAR AND A GOODY 2 SHOES . WHEN SHE IS TURNED DOWN BY HER DREAM COLLAGE SHE HAS A LITTLE BREAK DOWN AND THEN FINDS HER SELF IN A LOVE TRIANGLE WITH 2 BASEBALL PLAYERS .