OUT OF OUR OWN LEAGUE

CHAPTER 91 (MAX) (THE EXPLATION )

MIA FACE LOOKS SO SAD , I KNOW I HAVE TO EXPLAIN I JUST DON'T KNOW IF SHE WILL UNDERSTAD .

" I WILL LEAVE YOU TO YOUR EXPLAINING " LEE SAYS WITH A SLY SMIRK

I KNOW HE THINKS SHE WILL NOT FORGIVE ME ,BUT I PRAY HE IS WRONG . MIA IS STANDING HER ARMS CROSSED .

" JUST LISTEN PLEASE " I PLEAD

" WHAT IS THERE TO EXPLAIN ? , DID YOU KNOW THEY WAS ENGANGED ? DID YOU DO IT OUT OF MEANNESS ? " SHE SAYS

" THERE IS A LOT TO EXPLAIN . ,YES I KNEW THEY WAS ENGANGED AND NO IT WAS NOT OUT OF MEANNESS . " I TRY TO ANSWER ALL HER QUESTIONS IN ORDER

. "WHY JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN ?" SHE ASKED WITH HER EYES SEARCHING ME FOR ANSWERS .

" NO IT WAS NOT LIKE TAHT , I HAVE TO TELL YOU EVERYTHING FROM THE BEGINING . "

I TELL HER ,I SIT DOWN ON THE BED WHERE WE WAS MAKEING OUT JUST A LITTLE WHILE AGO . I TAP THE BED FOR HER TO COME AND SIT NEXT TO ME . BUT SHE SITS ON THE FURTHER AWAY ,SHE DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE NEAR ME .

" BEFORE I FELT THE WAY I DO ABOUT YOU ,I DID NOT CARE I HOOK UP WITH ANYONE ,BUT SINCE YOU I HAVE NOT . " I SAY

AND SHE PUTS HER HAND UP

" STOP SAY THINGS LIKE THAT AND GET TO THE PIONT ." SHE DEMANDS

ANYWAY ME AND MARCO STARTED HANGING OUT MORE . " I SAY

I TELL HER FACE LOOKS CONFUSED .

" MARCO LORAX " SHE ASKS

" YEP " I ANSWER

" WE WAS NOT FRIENDS BEFORE BUT ONE NIGHT AT THE HIDEAWAY I BEAT HIM AT POOL . THEN HE SHOWED UP AT MY PLACE WE HAD BET A CASE OF BEER WE HUNG OUT BEFORE I KNEW IT WE WAS PRETY COLSE FRIENDS . BUT HE WAS HIDEING SOMETHING NINA WAS A TRAP OK BUT SHE HAD MARCO THINKING HE WAS IN LOVE WITH HER THE GUY COULD HAVE ANY GIRL HE WANTED BUT HE WANTED NINA . I FOUND OUT AT YOUR BROTHERS ENGANMNET PARTY I WALKED IN ON THEM IN THE BATHROOM . I TOLD HIM SHE WAS ENGANGED HE FIRST TOLD ME THEY WAS MESSING AROUND BUT EVENTYALLY HE ADMITED IT WAS MORE ,I DONT THINK IT WAS BUT I KNOW HE THOUGHT IT I STILL I TOLD HIM HE SHOULD ENDED IT . BUT THIS WAS 2 DAYS BEFORE THE WEDDING HE WAS CRYING AND EVERYTHING HE SAID THEY WAS GOING TO RUN AWAY . I TOLD HIM HOW CRAZY IT WAS I KNEW NINA WAS CRAZY I COULD'NT FIGURE OUT WHY YOUR BROTHER WANTED TO MARRY HER . AND WHY MARCO WANTED HER . BUT ANYWAY I TRIED TALK HIM OUT OF IT WE WAS ALL STILL IN HIGH SCHOOL I KNOW SHE WAS GRADUATIONING BUT STILL IT WOULD MESS UP HIS LIFE . I KNEW IT WAS WRONG FOR THEM TO LEAVE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT TO DO THAT TO YOUR BROTHER THE NIGHT BEFORE THE WEDDINHG NOW . MY GUILTY CONSIUOS WORN ME DOWN . I WENT TO SEE NINA BEFORE THEY WAS SUPOSE TO LEAVE I TOLD HER TO LEAVE MARCO ALONE AND GO TO BREAK OFF THINGS WITH LEE BECAUSE IT WAS NOT RIGHT . SHE REFUSED SO I TOLD HER I WOULD TELL HIM BECAUSE THEY WAS GONNA LLET YOUR BROTHER GO TO THE ALTER IT WOULD HAVE BEEN VERY EMBARSSING . BUT SHE CAME ON TO ME . I WAS NOT INTRESTED . -BUT SHE TRIED AGAIN . I TRIED TO LEAVE AND ALMOST GOT OUT OF THEIR THEN SHE GOT NAKED . I TOLD HER SHE WAS EMBARSSING HER SELF THEN SHE CRIED AND I FELT BAD SO I TRIED TO CONFRONT HER THEN SHE CAME ON TO ME AGAIN AND STILL NAKED ,I AM ASHAMED TO SAY THAT TIME I DID NOT REFUSE . YOUR BROTHER CAME IN AND CAUGHT US AND BEAT ME UP REALLY BAD . BUT YOUR BROTHER STILL WANTED TO MARRY THAT CRAZY GIRL . I LEFT THE NEXT MORNING MARCO CAME OVER AND HE WAS NOT MAD HE SAID HE KNOWS NINA DOES THINGS AND HE WAS FINE WITH IT . BUT THEN SHE COMES RUNNING IN BECAUSE SHE TRACKED HIM AND SAID SHE TOLD LEE SHE COULD NOT MARRY HIM BECAUSE SHE WAS IN LOVE AND THAT WHO SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH WAS ME . MARCO AND NINA STILL LEFT BUT 2 WEEKS LATER THEY BROKE UP ON THE ROAD . BUT I TOOK THE FALL FOR MARCO BECAUSE NINA TOLD HIM THAT AND MARCO DIDN'T WANT TO BEAT UP SINCE HE MODELS ON THE SIDE . I TOOK THE BLAME FOR IT BUT MINE AND MARCO FRIENDSHIP NEVER RECOVERED . AND I FELT REALLY BAD FOR MY PART I DID NOT MEAN TO SLEEP WITH YOUR BROTHERS FINACE ,BUT I WAS A TEENAGE BOY AND ONE WHO AT THAT TIME WAS USE TO SLEEPING WITH WHO EVER . BUT I HATED MYSELF MORE THAN LEE HATES ME . AND THAT IS IT ." I SAY AND LET A BIG BRATHE OUT

." SO MARCO HE DONT WANT IT OUT THAT IT WAS HIM NOT YOU THAT WAS RUNNING AWAY WITH NINA , THATS WHY YOU TOLD HIM TO STOP KISSING ME AND WHEN I HEARD YOU AT THE PARTY THAT IS WHAT YOU HAVE OVER HIM .: SHE ASKS

:" YEA " I ANSWER

" I KNOW IT IS BAD BUT IT IS NO REASON FOR US TO BE APART . " I SAY

" I DONT KNOW " SHE SIMPLY SAY AND HE TEARS RUN DOWN HER BEAUTIFUL FACE

. WHAT HOW CAN SHE NOT WANT TO BE WITH ME

. " I MEAN SHE MESSED LEE UP AND HE IS HURT STILL AND HE THINKS IT IS YOU ." SHE SAYS

" I DON'T WANT MARCO TO BE BEAT UP ,BUT I WANT YOU SO LETS TELL HIM . " I SAY

SHE SHAKES HER HEAD " NO HE HAS ANGER ISSUES AND BEEN IN Therapy THERE SO MUCH THAT HAPPENED AFTER NINA I CAN'T OPEN THAT BACK UP TO HIM . AND US BEING TOGATHER WILL DO THAT ." SHE SAYS

AND DRYS HER TEARS " NO I REALLY DID'T DO NOTHING WRONG NOTHING THAT ANY OTHER SELFISH TEENAGE BOY WOULDNT DO I NEED YOU THIS AINT FAIR ." I SAY

" I THINK IT IS BEST IF YOU LEAVE " SHE SAYS CALMLY

BUT I KNOW SHE IS UPSET INSIDE . I WALK OUT AND DON'T MAKE IT TO THE STAIRS BEFORE I FALL TO MY FEET CRYING . !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!