I SKIPED SCHOOL TODAY BUT I DID'NT GO TO THE LIBARY I STAYED AT HOME IN HOPES OF GETTING OVER WHATEVER THIS IS I HAVE FOR MIA .I KNOW IF I SEE HER OR IF I BE AROUND HER , THERE WILL BE NO WAY TO GET OVER HER . I KNOW WE ARE NOT TOGATEHR BUT THIS DIFFRENT THAN ANYTHING I HAVE FELT BEFORE . I TOLD HER THINGS I NEVER TOLD ANYONE I THINK OF HER NONSTOP . AND THE LITTLE THINGS THE WAY SHE PUSHES HER HAIR BACK ,HOW SHE GIGGLES . JUST EVERYTHING AND MAKES NO SENSE I NEVER FELT LIKE THIS AT ALL BEFORE . BUT PEOPLE CAN'T CHANGE NOT LIKE THAT MUCH AT LEAST . PIER WORDS HURT I THINK MOSTLY BECAUSE THEY ARE TRUE ,I WOULD HURT HER . BUT I DON'T WANT HER TO BE HURT THAT IS WHY I NEED TO STAY AWAY . I HAVE NOT DRUNK I JUST WATCH TV BUT SOMETHING REMINDS ME OF MIA EVERY FEW MINS . IT IS SO STRANGE THE TIME WE SPENT TOGATHER HAS BEEN SHORT ,BUT I TAKE EVERY SECOUND OF IT IN . I HAVE FROM THE BEGINING SINCE THAT DAY UNDER THE BLEACHERS WHEN WE SKIPPED SCHOOL . REALLY BEFORE THAT ,JUST NOTCIEING HER WHEN I WAS PRATCIEING OR PASSING HER IN THE HALL BUT I KNEW I COULD'NT GO THERE EVEN BEFORE I REALLY KNEW HER I KNEW IF I WOULD LIKE DATE HER I WOULD FALL AND BASEBALL WOULD BE HISTORY . I HEAR A BEATING ON THE DOOR . I WALK UP CLOSE TO IT .
" I KNOW YOU ARE IN THERE ." SHE SAYS AND IT HAS BE TO MIA .
I CAN'T LET HER IN ,IF I CONTUINE TO GET CLOSE TO HER I WILL HURT HER ,IT WILL RUIN HER AND PIER REALENSHIP AND EVENTUALLY MIA . WOW SHE IS REALLY POUNDING .
." FINE I WILL FIND THE KEY ROCK ." SCREAMS
SH*T I FORGOT I TOLD HER ABOUT THAT IN THE LIBARY FOR SOME REASON SHE ASKED ABOUT WHEN I DROVE HER HOME AFTER THE INCDENT AND I TOLD HER LEE TOLD ME WHERE THE HIDDEN KEYS WAS AND I TOLD HER WHERE MINE WAS . SHE OPENS UP THE DOOR . I AM STANDING THERE LIKE A IDIOT .
."WHY DID YOU NOT ANSWER THE DOOR ?" SHE ASKS
I JUST LOOK AT HER . I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY . I DON'T WANT TO HURT HER FEELINGS ,BUT I CAN'T BE AROUND HER I WILL BE LIKE PUTY IN HER HANDS . SHE DON'T KNOW BUT SHE HOLDS MY HEART IN THE PALM OF HER HAND . SHE WALKS PAST ME AND TURN MY HEAD I CAN'T LOOK AT HER I KNOW HOW GOOD SHE LOOKS IN THOSE JEANS BUT I CAN'T SEE THAT RIGHT NOW .
" WHY DID'NT YOU GO TO SCHOOL? " SHE ASKS
I SHURG AND MAKE A NOISE REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT IT CAME OUT AS .
" I LOOKED FOR YOU EVEN WENT TO THE LIBARY , ." SHE EXPLAINS
LIKE WHAT DOES SHE THINK SHE CAN HAVE THESE DEEP CONVERSTAIONS WITH ME THEN GO BACK TO HER BOYFRIEND WHO GETS ALL THE BENFITS .WOW NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FEEL USED BY A GIRL .
. " LOOK AT ME " SHE SAYS AND PULLS MY ARM AND TURNS ME AROUND I HAVE TO LOOK AT HER THERE IS NO WAY NOT TO.
THE HEAT BETWEEN US IS UNBAREABLE THE ELITRICTY IS SO EXCRUATING . I WANT TO HOLD HER IN MY ARMS BUT I KNOW IT WON'T LAST .
. " GO TO YOUR BOYFRIEND MIA " I SCREAM
SHE BACKS AWAY WITH HER HANDS UP .
" I WAS ONLY CHECKING ON YOU ." SHE SAYS
"WELL DON'T " I SCREAM
SHE FOLDS HER ARMS AND SHAKES HER HEAD HER SOFT CURLS ARE GOING SIDE TO SIDE . THE EXPRESSION ON HER FACE IS LIKE SHE FIGURED SOMETHING OUT BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT .
" WHAT DID YOU COME HERE FOR SOME HEAT FILLED KISSES WELL IF YOU REALLY WANT TO YOU KNOW I CAN'T RUFUESS A GIRL WE COVERED THAT " I SAY
AND STOP AND LAUUGH EXPRESSION GOES FROM MAD TO CURRIOUS
." YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND WHO TREATS YOU GOOD . BUT YOU COME TO ME AND I TREAT YOU BAD . YOU MUST LIKE BAD TRATMENT . " I SAY
I AM PURPOSELY SAYING MEAN THINGS TO GET HER TO LEAVE BUT THEY ARE HURTING ME TOO . SHE SITS DOWN ON THE COUCH AND STARTS TO CRY. I DID'NT WANT THIS . I CAN'T LET HER CRY . I SIT NEXT TO HER .
" I AM SORRY I KNOW YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT ." I SAY
AND EVEN THOUGH I SHOULD'NT I HOLD HER HAND .SHE LOOKS UP .
" NO YOU ARE RIGHT I DID'NT COME HERE TO KISS YOU I WAS WORRIED ABOUT YOU BUT I HAVE KISSED YOU WHEN I HAVE A GREAT BOYFRIEND. " SHE SAYS STILL SOBBING
TECHNICALLY THE 1ST TIME WE KISSED WAS ME I TOOK HER BY SURPRISED AND SHE DID STOP ME BUT IT WENT ON FOR A WHILE . THE 2ND TIME WAS ME AND SHE STOPED PRETTY QUICK . THE 3RD TIME SHE KISSED ME BUT SHE WAS DRUNK AND JEALOUS AND SHE STILL STOPPED IT I COULD HAVE KISSED HER ALL NIGHT IF NOT .
"I AM TO BLAME MOSTLY ." I SAY
SHE IS LOOKING AT ME WITH THOSE BLUE EYES I CAN'T STAND TO SEE HER UPSET . SHE REALLY DOES HOLD MY HEART IN THE PALM OF HER HAND . I HAVE TO CONFRONT HER . WITH THE HAND I AM NOT HOLD HER HAND WITH I TOUCH HER FACE A TINY SMILE APPEARS ON HER FACE THAT IS NOW RED FOR HER TEARS WHICH I CAUSED .
" III DO'NT KNOWW " SHE Stutters
I CAN TELL SHE IS SAD I DONT KNOW WHAT SHE IS GONNA SAY BUT I STOP HER BY PRESSING MY LIPS ON HERS . HER SOFT LIPS PART TO LET MY TOUNGE IN AND I GLIDE SOFTLY AS HER TOUNGE RETURNS THE GESTURE . SHE MOVES IT WHICH SUCH EASE IT IS SO SMOOTH LIKE IT COULD BE SILK . I MOVE MY HANDS TO HER BACK AND LEAN INTO HER SHE FALLS BACK GENTLY ON THE COUCH . HER HANDS IS AROUND MY NECK AND ONE OF MY HANDS IS ON HER SIDE AND THE OTHER IS HOLDING ME UP I DON'T WANT TO LAY ALL MY WEIGHT ON HER . I MOVE DOWN AND KISS HER NECK SHE MOANS . THE HEAT IS LIKE 1000 DEGRESS BUT IT IS NOT STOPPING US . I LOOK AT HER BEFORE I START KISSING AGAIN . THIS TIME MORE HARDER AND SHE RAISE HERSELF UP OH THIS IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE . HER HAND TOUCHES MY FACE ,OUR LIPS SEAPRATE ONLY LONG ENOUGH TO FOR HER TO SAY MY NAME . I LOVE THE WAY SHE SAYS IT AND THAT MAKE ME KISS HER WITH EVEN MORE PASSION . BOTH OF MY HANDS ARE ON HER WAIST AND I WANT HER SO BAD I RASIE UP JUST A BIT .SHE IS RUBBING MY ARM WITH ONE HAND AND TUGGING MY HAIR WITH THE OTHER . I FEEL LIKE I AM LOSEING MY MIND . SHE RASIE UP AND KISSES ME HARDER . I FEEL LIKE THIS IS A DREAM . THEN I THINK IF I THIS AINT THIS IS AS GOOD AS IT GETS AND IT IS GREAT FOR ME ,BUT THIS IS ALL . AFTER THIS I WILL SOME HOW MESS UP LIKE PIER SAID AND SHE WILL BE IN A BIGGER MESS . I QUICKLY PULL BACK . SHE LOOKS CONFUSSED BUT SHE DON'T SAY NOTHING SHE IS BREATHING SO HAVEY SO I GUESS SHE CAN'T TALK THIS MINTUNE . IT TAKES ME A SECOUND TO CATCH MY BREATHE TOO . AS I SATND UP I KNOW I HAVE TO BE MEAN TO MAKE HER LEAVE .
" YOU SHOULD GO TO YOUR BOYFRIEND ." I SAY AND LOOK AWAY
IF I DON'T LOOK AT HER I WILL MAKE IT THREW THIS .
" WHAT " SHE SAYS STILL PANNTING .
" PIER " I SAY
" I KNOW YOU JERK '"SHE STATES
" LOOKING I WAS PROVING A POINT THAT WHAT YOU CAME HERE FOR ." I SAY AND PUT A FAKE SMRIK ON MY FACE AND HOPE SHE DON'T SEE THREW IT
. " IT IS NOT " SHE SCREAMS
AND I WONDER IF MY MOTHER AND FATHER CAN HEAR ALL THE WAY IN THE BIG HOUSE I KNOW SHE IS TO GOOD FOR ME . AND THE ONLY REASON SHE KEEPS COMING BACK TO ME IS BECAUSE I AM A GREAT KISSER . I KNOW I AM GIRLS TELL ME THAT AlL THE TIME .
. " WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THIS ? " SHE ASKS
I LOOK AT HER ,HER LIPS IS PARTED AND I WANT TO KISS HER SO BAD ,WHY DID I LOOK AT HER I CAN'T LOOK AT HER OR IT WILL NEVER WORK
. " I KNOW YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME YOU HAVE TO ." SHE SAYS AND HOLDS MY CHIN WHERE I HAVE TO LOOK AT HER
." NO I DON'T " I SAY
" YOU COULD'NT KISS ME LIKE THAT IF YOU DID'NT HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME ,I FEEL IT . " SHE SAYS
" I JUST KISS LIKE THAT GIRLS TELL ME THAT ALL THE TIME " I SAY BUT IT AINT A LIE .
" I KNOW THIS IS WHAT THIS IS ABOUT I AM GOOD AT AND YOU ARE CURIOUS. BUT PIER HE IS WHO YOU WANT . I ADD
. SHE PUTS HER ARMS AROUND ME .
" I KNOW YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME ." SHE SAYS THREW LONG EYELASHES
I HATE TO DO IT BUT I SAY THE ONE THING I KNOW THAT WILL MAKE HER LEAVE
. " PLEASE LEAVE I HAVE ANOTHER GIRL COMING OVER JEN ." I LIE
SHE QUICKLY MOVES HER HANDS ,SHE LOOKS SAD AND SO HURT AND I HATE I AM THE CAUSE BUT IT WOULD BE WORST IF WE WAS TO START SOMETHING SHE WOULD BE HURT FAR WORST . SHE SHAKES HER HEAD AND LEAVES . I FALL TO THE COUCH AND CRY .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
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Roman d'amourMIA DRAYS HAS IT ALL.SHE IS POPULAR AND A GOODY 2 SHOES . WHEN SHE IS TURNED DOWN BY HER DREAM COLLAGE SHE HAS A LITTLE BREAK DOWN AND THEN FINDS HER SELF IN A LOVE TRIANGLE WITH 2 BASEBALL PLAYERS .
