CHAPTER 80(MAX)(TOTHEMAXX)

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I POUR MYSELF A DRINK ,I AM SHAKING AS WISKEY HITS THE BOTTOM OF THE GLASS . I LOOK AT THE GLASS AS I SWRIL IT . IT REMINDS ME OF THE 1ST TIME MIA CAME TO MY PLACE , SHE WAS SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL LIKE ALWAYS . SHE LOOK SO CUTE AS SHE TOOK A SIP AND MADE  A FUNNY FACE . HOW CAN THAT STAY WITH ME . I NEVER THOUHT OF ANY GIRL LIKE THIS . I ALWAYS KNEW SHE WAS TOO GOOD FOR ME . I SHOULD HAVE NEVER KISSED HER BUT I DID AND REALLY I DON'T REGRET IT HOW COULD I . IT WAS THE BEST KISS I EVER HAD . THEN EVERY KISS AFTER THAT WAS PRETTY GREAT TOO . BUT I DON'T WANT TO COMPLICATE HER LIFE . I KNOW SHE LIKES PIER I SEEN THEM TOGATHER . BUT I FEEL THAT SHE FEEL SOMETHING FOR ME .IF NOT WHY WOULD SHE ASK IF I HAD FEELINGS FOR HER . IF SHE DID'NT CARE AT ALL WHY WOULD MY FEELINGS MATTER  .I SIT MY GLASS DOWN ,IT IS ONLY THEN THAT I REALIZE THAT I FINISHED THE WHOLE GLASS. I SIT IT DOWN , IT IS NOT HELPING A THING . I BREATHE OUT .  DRINKING IS NOT THE ANSWER I NEED GUDIENESS SO I SHOULD GO TO THE ONLY PLACE I KNOW I WILL GET THAT . .........

.I SIT QUIETLY I NEED TO PRAY ,BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY . I THINK OF HER FACE AND THEM BLUE EYES . THE WAY SHE MOVES HER  HAIR  BACK . HOW SHE GIGGLES . IT IS BEAUITFUL YET HAUNTING THOUGHTS ,BUT IT JUST MAYBE ALL I HAVE . AFTER ME PUSHING  HER AWAY IN MY PLACE IT MAYBE FOR THE LAST TIME . THAT THOUGHT SCARES ME SO AND SENDS SHIVERS THREW ME . THEN I THINK WHY DOES IT SCARE ME SO BAD .THEN IT HITS ME LIKE A TON OF BRICKS I LOVE HER . I LOVE HER  . I LOVE HER . I SEE IT SO CLEAR NOW BIGGER THAN A BILLBOARD SIGN I LOVE HER ,I Love  HER MORE THAN BASEBALL ,I LOVE HER MORE THAN ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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