CHAPTER 45(MAX)(FROM GREAT TO HORRIBLE)

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SHE PULLS BACK OH NO SHE WANTS TO STOP , MY MIND IS RACEING ALMOST AS MUCH AS MY HEART . SHE IS LOOKING ME IN THE EYES I WISH I KNEW WHAT SHE WAS THINKING SO I COULD SAY SOMETHING ,THAT WOULD MAKE HER WANT TO BE WITH ME . I MOVE MY ONE HAND FROM HER WASIT AND SOFTLY GLAZE UP HER ARM . I WANT TO SAY SOMETING LIKE KISS ME OR SOMETINHG BUT NO WORDS COME OUT .BUT FINALLY SHE LEANDS IN AND KISSES ME HER FULL LIPS SO SMOOTH AND HER TOUNGE TAKING CONTROL . I GRAB HER WASIT AGAIN WITH BOTH HANDS PULLING HER EVEN CLOSER ,I CAN'T GET ENOUGHOF THIS GIRL ,SHE PUT HER HANDS ON MY SHOULDERS AND IT FEELS LIKE IT IS WHERE THEY BELONG . THE HEAT THAT WE ARE CAUSING IS LIKE 104 DEGRESS BUT I CAN HANDLE IT IN FACT I WELCOME IT . REALLY IT IS LIKE NOTHING I HAVE FELT BEFORE NOTHING AT ALL . SHE MOVES HER HANDS UP TO MY FACE AND YET AGAIN I DRAWER CLOSER ,BUT SHE PULLS BACK WITH GULIT IN HER EYES I CAN SEE IT I FEEL GULITY TO BUT I DONT WANT TO GIVE THIS THING UP . I CAN FEEL HER BREATHE AND IT IS INTOXICATEING . I LEAND IN CLOSER TO HER AND GIVE HER A CLOSED MOUTH KISS , THEN I PULL BACK JUST A LITTLE AND LICK HER FULL PRETTY LIPS ,IT ONLY LAST A SECOUND BUT I CAN TELL SHE LIKES IT BY THE WAY SHE KISSES ME AND PUSHES ME ROUGHLY BUT IN A PALYFUL WAY BACK AGAINST THE BRICK GATE . SHE IS KISSING HARD AND I RETURN HER MOTIONS IT IS INCREDIABLE ,LIKE NO MAKE OUT SESSION I EVER HAD AND I HAD A LOT . THERE IS NO COMPARESON IT IS COMPETLY OFF THE CHARTS . NOW HER HANDS IS AROUND MY NECK AND EVERY SO OFTEN A FEW OF HER FINGERS PLAY WITH MY HAIR . THIS IS SO AMAZING I NEVER DREAMED I WOULD BE KISSING HER TONIGHT I NEVER DREAM SHE WOULD ALOW ME TOO .LESS ALONE DID I THINK IT COULD BE LIKE THIS .YEA I THOUGHT SHE BE A GREAT KISSER BUT THIS WELL IT IS UNIMANGINABLE . TONIGHT STARTED OUT AS ONE OF THE WORST NIGHTS OF MY LIFE WITH FINDING OUT THAT MY PARNETS ARE SPLITING ,BUT NOW THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS OF MY LIFE . I MOVE MY HAND UP I FEEL HER CURVE SO WELL . I LOVE THIS FEELING BUT I WANT MORE I NEED MORE I RASIE ONE HAND A TOUCH HER BREAST . I AM SURE SHE WON'T ALLOW IT BUT I HAVE TO TRY . SHE MOVES MY HAND BACK DOWN TO HER WAIST BUT SHE DON'T BREAK OUR KISS TELLING ME SHE LIKES IT TOO MUCH TO STOP . IT IS FINE THAT I DIDN'T GET NO BOOB ACTION . NOW SHE IS MOVING HER LIPS ALMOST SHUTING BUT NOT THEN RETURNING TO OPENING . I AM SO TURNED OUT IT AINT EVEN FUNNY . SHE MOVES HER ONE HAND TO MY CHEST OH THE IRONY BUT I WILL NOT MOVE HER HAND SHE PLAYS WITH MY BUTTONS OF THE SHIRT ,I THINK SHE IS GOING TO UNBUTTON IT BUT SHE DON'T SHE IS LIKE TEASEING ME WHICH I DON'T THINK A GIRL HAS EVER TEASED ME BEFORE I CAN USALLY DO WHAT EVER ,BUT THIS IS DIFFRENT ,SHE IS DIFFRENT WOW I FEEL DIFFRENT . HER KISS GOES SLOWER BUT IT IS STILL JUST AS GOOD ,I MOVE BOTH OF MY HANDS LOWER IN ATTEMPT TO GRAB HER FINE ASS , I INCH CLOSER AND CLOSER SHE HAS TO KNOW WHAT I AM DOING RIGHT ? BUT SHE DOES NOT STOP ME . I INCH JUST A LITTLE MORE I DON'T HAVE MUCH MORE TO GO , THEN I HEAR A SONG LIKE NOISE ,SHE PULLS BACK AND WIPES HER MOUTH WITH ThE BACk OF HER HAND AND I DO THE SAME THING THEN SHE PULLS OUT HER PHONE.

" IT IS PIER " SHE SAYS

" OH" IS ALL I CAN MANAGE .

SHE STARTS TO CRY AND WALKS OVER TO THE BENCH .I AM STILL WHEELING MY BREATHING IS STILL AT FAST PACE . I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I DON'T WANT HER TO CRY .SHE LOOKS UP AT ME AS I SIT NEXT TO HER ."

"I DON'T WANT TO HURT PIER ." SHE STATES

" I KNOW " IS ALL I CAN THINK TO SAY .

" I LIKE HIM I DO " SHE SAYS AND STANDS UP NOW SHE IS THE ONE PACEING BACK AND FORTH

.I CAN TELL SHE IS FURSTRAIGHTED .

" HE BEEN SO GOOD TO ME AND I DO THIS TO HIM ." SHE SCREAMS

OCH DO THIS SHE SAID LIKE IT DON'T MEAN NOTHING .

" IIII" SHE SAYS AT A LOST FOR WORDS

.OBVISLY SHE DON'T WANT TO BE WITH ME

." I DO'NT KNOW HOW THIS HAPPENED ". SHE SAYS

" I DO'NT EITHER " I SAY

BECAUSE I CAN'T SAY THE TRUTH THAT I BEEN WANTING TO KISS HER FOR SO LONG .

." WHY DID YOU KISS ME TO BEIGN WITH " SHE ASKS

SHE LOOKS LIKE SHE IS STILL SO UPSET AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO I CAN TELL SHE HATES HERSELF FOR HURTING PIER BUT I DON'T KNOW IF IT IS NOT MORE LIKE MAYBE SHE LOVES HIM ,AND REALLY DON'T LIKE ME LIKE THAT . SHE SEEM TO WHILE WE ARE KISSING BUT MAYBE IT WAS LIKE FANTSAY .

" YOU ARE HERE AND I AM DRUNK AND SAD ,I AM SORRY I TOOK ADVATAGE OF YOU . " I FINALLY SAY .

SHE IS TAKING BACK BY MY HARSH WORDS .IF SHE SAYS SHE LIKES ME THEN I WILL TELL HER THOSE WORDS ARE BULL SHIT AND I WANT TO BE WITH HER .

." I LET YOU SO I AM TO BLAME I AM SORRY TOO ." SHE SAYS

NOT EXCATLY WHAT I WANTED TO HEAR BUT IT IS CLOSE ENOUGH

" MIA " I SAY SO LOW

I START TO TELL THAT WAS JUST A LIE WHEN I AM CUT OFF BY HER SAYING .

" MAX YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER THIS IS ON ME . I BETRAYED THE ONE PERSON WHO ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME ." SHE SAYS

TEARS ARE RUNNING DOWN HER FACE . I DON'T WANT HER TO HURT EVEN THOUGH HER WORDS HURT ME I CAN'T STAND FOR HER TO HURT ,I CAN TELL SHE LIKES PIER MAYBE EVEN LOVES HIM THIS WILL RUIN THIER REALSHIP SHE WON'T BE HAPPY AND WE CAN'T BE TOGATHER , TO SAVE THIS GIRL THIS GIRL I SOMEHOW GROWN TO BECOME REALLY FOND OF I KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO .

" MIA IT IS NO BIG DEAL ." I SAY

I TRY TO SOUND CASUAL BUT I AM SHAKING INSIDE .

." NOT A BIG DEAL ." SHE YELLS

I PUT MY HAND UP " YES PIER DON'T NEED TO KNOW . I SAY

AND GIVE THE FAKEST SMILE I CAN

" YOU MEAN I SHOULD'NT TELL HIM .'" SHE ASKS

" NO HE WON'T FIND OUT FROM ME IF YOU DON'T TELL HIM THEN HE WILL NEVER KNOW ." I SAY

THEN I TAKE A DRINK OF MY NOW STALE BEER .

." I DON'T KNOW ." SHE SAYS

" WHY HURT YOUR Relationship OVER SOMETHIMG THAT WAS A MISTAKE ." I SAY

SHE LOOKS AT ME ODDLY " A MISTAKE " SHE WHIPSERS

SHE SEEMS HURT BUT JUST A FEW MINTUNES AGO SHE WAS SAYING ALOST THE SAME THINGS .

" YEA WE SHOULDN'T HAVE YOU ARE WITH MY FRIEND AND YOU SAID IT YOUR SELF THIS WHAT I DO ,BUT I DID'NT EXPECT TO KSS YOU " I SAY

THE PART ABOUT THE KISS IS NOT A LIE I DID'NT EXCPECT IT .

. " I THINK OF YOU AS KIND OF A FRIEND BUT YOU WERE HERE AND I THINK WITH THE BEER AND FEELING LOW I FOROGT ABOUT YOUR COMITTED REALANSHIP AND THE FACT THAT YOU ARE KIND OF MY FRIEND ." I SAY

SHE LOOKS MORE CONFUSSED I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE I CAN SAY I PUT MY HANDS ON MY HEAD IN FURSTRAIGHTION

" HE WILL NEVER KNOW AND WE BOTH WIN I KEEP MY FRIEND YOU KEEP YOUR BOYFRIEND I CAN STILL HOOK UP WITH EVERY GIRL I SEE ,NOT THAT WOULD CHANGE IF YOU TOLD PIER I WOULD STILL F**K EVERY GIRL I WANT ." I SAY

SHE MOVES FURTHER BACK FROM ME THEN SHE WAS . THAT DONE IT NOW SHE WILL NEVER WANT NOTHING TO WITH ME EVER .

" I AM GONNA GO AND FIND PIER I THINK IT IS TIME TO LEAVE . "

SHE SAYS IN A SWEET WAY BUT HER EXPERESSION IS HORRIFIED . I WATCH HER WALK AWAY . I SIT ON THE BENCH TRYING TO UNDERSTAND ALL OF JUST WHAT HAPPENED HOW IT WENT FROM GREAT TO HORRBLIE IN SECOUNDS ...............................

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