CHAPTER 44 (MIA) (THE KISS)

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I CHECK MY MAKE UP IN MY BROTHERS MIRROR HE TURNS ON THE RADIO HIS MOOD HAS LIGHTEN BUT NOT MUCH .

"THIS IS WHERE PIER LIVES RIGHT ." HE ASKS

" YEP " I SAY I DONT WANT TO SHORT ANSWER HIM , BUT I AM STILL MAD OVER EARLIER.

" WHO IS THAT ?" MY BROTHER ASKS

" I HAVE NO IDEAL " I ASNWER

HE LOOKS A LITTLE LIKE PIER BUT NOT AS HANDSOME ,BUT I CAN TELL JUST BY HIS WALKING HE THINK HE IS . PIER WALKS UP TO MY WINDOW .

" HEY IS IT OK IF MY COUSIN TAGS ALONG . " HE ASKS

" SURE " I SAY

" WHY NOT " MY BROTHER SAYS AND POUTS .

THEY GET IN THE BACK SEAT .THE BOY WEARING RED SHIRT AND BLACK BLUE JEANS LEANS UP AND SAYS

" HI I AM NATE YOU MUST BE MIA PIER TOLD ME SO MUCH ABOUT YOU ." AND THEN SHAKES MY HAND .

" SHE LOOKS HOT TO ME NOT ALL LIKE YOU DESCRIBEED HER ." HE SAYS TO PIER BUT LOUD ENOUGH FOR ME TO HEAR .

I MOVE UNCORMFRONTABLE ." I NEVER SAID NOTHING LIKE THAT ." PIER SAYS I CHOSE TO IGNORE THE REMARK FROM NATE EVEN THOUGH MY FEELINGS ARE HURT ,AND I AM THANKFUL THAT MY BROTHER DOES NOT HEAR THE CONVERSTAION BECAUSE HE IS INTO THE MUSIC PLAYING SOME HARD ROCK BAND ......

AS WE WALK INTO THE PARTY MY BROTHER TAKES A CUP FROM A DUDE IN A YELLOW SHIRT.

. " YOU ARE OUR DRIVER " I WHINE

" IF I HAVE TO BE AT THIS SHIT PARTY I AM GONNA GET DRUNK , " HE SAYS AND TOSSES ME THE KEYS .

PIER GRABS MY ARM AND PULLS ME BACK AND WHIPSERS " I NEVER SAID ANYTHING I DON'T KNOW WHY NATE SAID THAT I WOULD NEVER SAY A BAD WORD ABOUT YOU ."

I SEE SINCERE IN HIS EYES ." I KNOW THAT ." I SAY AND I DO BELIEVE IT .

. " YOU WANT ME TO STAY SOBER ?" HE CONSDIERATE SUGJESTES

" NO PIER YOU HAVE FUN I AM FINE TONIGHT" I SAY AND SQUEEZE HIS HAND .

" I AM GOING TO LOOK FOR BETHANY " I SAY

AND THEN WALK INTO THE CROWD BUT IN ALL HONESTY I AM LOOKING FOR MAX . I REALLY THINK HE WILL TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN HIM AND LEE . ..

. I WALK AROUND FOR ABOUT 20 MINS WITH NO SIGHT OF MAX BATHANY IS OVER IN THE CONER MAKEING OUT WITH SAM SO I DON'T WANT TO INTERUP .

." HEY SIS " I HEAR IT IS MY BROTHER HE PUTS HIS AROUND ME .

" WOW YOU ARE ALREADY DRUNK " I SAY LOUDLY

" NO I AM JUST STARTING ." HE SAYS AND LAUGHS

I CROSS MY ARMS I AM MAD AT MY BROTHER , HE COMES TO A PARTY I WAS INVITED TO HE DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO COME .

YET HERE HE IS DRINKING AND I AM THE SOBER ONE .

. " HAVE YOU SEEN HER ." LEE ASKS

HIS VOICE SEEMS SO SAD .I DON'T HAVE TO ASK WHO HE IS TALKING ABOUT I KNOW I HATE WHAT SHE DONE TO HIM .

." I HAVEN'T SEEN HER ." I SAY

" OH BEER PONG " HE SAYS AND WALKS OVER TO JOIN THE GAME .

. I SCAN THE ROOM FOR MAX IT IS HIS PARTY AND HE IS NO WHERE IN SIGHT . I WALK OUT SIDE IN HOPES TO FIND MAX ROGAN ,THE THOUGHT OF HIM UP IN A ROOM WITH A GIRL HITS ME AND I SHIVER FROM THE THOUGHT .MAYBE I SHOULD TURN AROUND AND BACK IN BUT INSTEAD I DEDCIDE TO TAKE A WALK . THERE IS A GREY BRICK GATE I PUT MY HAND OUT AND FOLLOW IT UNTIL I GET TO THE OPEN SPACE THEN TO MY SURPRISE I SEE MAX SITTING ON BENCH HE IS DRINKING .

" MAX ARE YOU OK " I ASK

" OH " COMES FROM HIS FULL LIPS AS HE LOOKS UP .

HE IS JUST AS SURPRISED AS I AM . I DON'T KNOW WHY HE IS AlONE AT HIS OWN PARTY. HE LAUGHS AND SAYS

" HAPPY THANKSGIVING MIA "

" HAPPY THANKSGIING " I REPLY AND SIT DOWN NEXT TO HIM

. " WHY ARE YOU NOT INSIDE IT IS YOUR PARTY ?" I ASK

" IT IS STUPID ." HE SAYS AND TAKES A DRINK .

HE SEEMS SO DIFFRENT SORT OF SAD SORT OF ANGRY .

. " I WAS LOOKING FOR YOU FOR A WHILE " I SAY

HE LOOKS AT ME WITH A STRANGE LOOK ON HIS FACE

. "WHY ,WOULD YOU LOOK FOR ME ? " HE ASKS THEN HE JUMPS UP AND PACES BACK AND FROUTH . I HAVE NO IDEAL WHY HE IS ACTING LIKE HE IS .

"MAX WHY WOULD'NT I YOU KNOW IT IS YOUR PARTY AND YOU ARE GREAT HOSTESS ." I SAY IN ATTEMT TO LIGHTEN HIS MOOD .

IT SEEMS TO FOR A SECOUND BECAUSE HE LAUGHS . THEN HE LOOKS AT ME AND SAYS

" YOU ARE SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME "

" WHAT " I SAYS

I HAVE NO IDEAL WHY HE WOULD SAY THAT . " MAX " I SHOUT AND I DID'NT REALIZE IT .

" LOOK YOU ARE TOO SWEET TO REALIZE IT BUT I AM BEYOND DAMAGED ,I AM NOT GOOD I TAKE ADVATAGE OF GIRLS ,I DONT 'CARE ABOUT NOBODY BUT MYSELF , I HAVE A ATTUIDE ,AND NOW I DON'T EVEN HAVE A STRONG FAMILY BACKING . HE SAYS

" WAIT YOUR FAMILY " I SAY

" MY FOLKS ARE BREAKING UP ." HE STATES HE SITS BACK DOWN NEXT TO ME

. " MAX I AM SORRY " I SAY

HE JUST SHAKES HIS HEAD . I TAKE HIS HAND BECAUSE MY MOTHER TOLD ME WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL THAT WHEN PEOPLE ARE UPSET SOMETIMES THAT JUST NEED THERE HAND HELD .

" IT WILL BE OK I KNOW IT DON'T SEEM LIKE IT NOW BUT IT WILL . IT IS HARD BUT YOU ARE STRONG AND THEY BOTH LOVE YOU AND I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU . " I SAY

HE LOOKS UP AND BREATHES OUT .AND STANDS AGAIN .

" YOU CAN'T DO THAT MIA YOU CAN'T BE LIKE THAT ." HE SHOUTS

I STAND AND WALK CLOSER TO HIM

." I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN BUT I WANT TO HELP YOU AND I DO CARE ABOUT YOU . " I SAY

HE MOVES CLOSER TO ME I CAN FEEL HIS HOT BREATHE ON ME AND IT MAKES ME FEEL SOMETHING BUT I HAVE NO IDEAL WHAT .

" I BELIEVE YOU DO WHICH MAKES THIS EVEN HARDER ." HE SAYS

HIS EYES ARE FULL OF PASSION I CAN SEE IT . " I DO CARE ABOUT YOU SO MUCH ." I SAY

THEN HE PRESS HIS LIPS ON ME .I CAN FEEL HOW BIG AND DARE I THINK JUCIY THEY ARE . WITH OUT WANTING TO THINK I PUT MY HANDS AROUND HIS NECK WHICH DEEPENS THE KISS AND WOW IT IS AMAZING HIS TOUNGE AND MINE MATCH MOVEMENTS . IT IS SO ITENSE . HE IS A GREAT KISSER MORE SWEETER THAN MARCO AND MORE SMOOTHER THAN PIER AND JUST BETTER . HE PULLS ME IN WITH HIS HANDS MOVING UP AND DOWN MY BACK . HE MOVES HIS HANDS UP JUST A LITTLE . I AM NOW AWARE WHAT I AM DOING A FEW MOMMENTS AGO I WAS LIKE SPINING AND TIME IT STOOD STILL .THIS KISS IS STILL AMAZING AND I DON'T WANT TO STOP ,BUT I KNOW IT IS NOT FAIR TO PIER .I PULL BACK BREAKING THE KISS , HE LOOKS AT ME SO INTENSE NOT AS INTENSE AS A FEW MINUTES AGO BUT STILL PRETTY INTENSE ,I KNOW I HAVE TO MAKE UP MY MIND SHOULD I COUNTINE THE KISS OR WALK AWAY..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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