I SKIPED MY LAST CLASS OF THE DAY SO I COULD RUN TO THE STORE AND GET MIA SOME FLOWERS . I BOUGHT HER FLOWERS EVERYDAY SINCE SHE WENT THREW THAT HORRIBLE EXPRINCE . I KNOW IT IS HARD FOR HER BUT ALSO IT FEELS LIKE SHE IS PULLING AWAY . I CAN'T GET OVER THAT SHE CALLED MAX INSTEAD OF ME . I TELL MYSELF IT WAS FOR THE BEST LIKE MAYBE I WOULD'NT BEEN AS BRAVE AS MAX WAS . I DON'T KNOW HOW THEY GOT SO CLOSE MAX ROGAN DON'T BE CLOSE TO GIRLS ,BUT HE IS TO MY MIA . I DON'T THINK THERE IS NOTHING GOING ON BUT MAYBE THEY DON'T KNOW LIKE WHY ELSE WOULD SHE CALL HIM AND WHY WOULD HE RISK HIS LIFE . EITHER WAY SHE STILL IS WITH ME AND I WON'T LET MY INSUCURITES PUT A DAMPER ON OUR REALENSHIP . I SPENT EVER MOMENT I COULD WITH MIA . I STILL FEEL HER PULLING AWAY AND I KNOW I HAVE BEEN OVER BEARIN AND THE REST OF HER FAMILY HAS TOO . BUT AT SCHOOL I HAVE NOT SEEN HER WHICH SCARES ME BUT WE HAVE TEXTED I TOLD HER I WAS COMING OVER ,SHE SAID OK BUT SHE STILL DON'T SEEM HAPPY . I WISH I COULD MAKE HER SADDNESS OVER WHAT SHE WENT THREW JUST GO AWAY . AS I KNOCK ON HER CHERRY WOOD DOOR I AM FILLED WITH ANIXEITY .HER MOM ANSWERS SHE IS ALWAYS SO NICE I THINK SHE IS GLAD I AM WITH HER DAUGHTER . MIA IS SITTING ON HER BED . I HAND HER THE FLOWERS .
" THANKS PINK THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL . " SHE SAYS WITH A SMILE
THEN SHE TAKES THE FLOWERS AND PUT THEM IN A VASE THAT SHE ALREADY HAD WAITING ,I GUESS SHE FIGURED I WAS BRINGING HER SINCE I HAVE EVERY OTHER DAY .
" MY ROOM SMELLS SO GOOD WITH ALL THE FLOWERS " SHE JOKES
" WATCH A MOVIE " I SUGGUST
AFTER 2 HOURS OF WHITE CHICKS MY BELLY GROWLS I AM A LITTLE EMBRASSED THAT SHE HEARD .
" I WILL GO GET SOME SNACKS . " SHE SAYS
THAT IS JUST HOW SHE IS ALWAYS TAKING CARE OF ME .AND I PICTRUE THAT HOW ARE LIFE WILL BE I KNOW THAT IT TOO SOON TO THINK THAT FAR IN THE FUTRE ,BUT I DO . I PICTRUE HER COOKING AND FOLDING MY CLOTHES . THEN I BROKE OUT OF MY THOUGHTS BY MIA PHONE MAKING A NOISE . I SHOULD NOT LOOK BUT OUT OF COURISTY I DO . IT IS A TEXT FROM MAX OF ALL PEPOLE ,MY HEART POUNDS I FEEL SO MAD . I READ WHAT
HE SAYS ( JUST CHECKING ON YOU , I AM SO GLAD WE TALKED TODAY AND YOU FEEL BETTER )
WHAT THE F**K THEY TALKED EARLIER . I SCROLL UP THERE IS A LOT OF TEXTS BUT I CHOSE NOT TO LOOK . I WEIGH MY OPIONS IF I DISCUSS THIS WITH HER I KNOW IT WILL END IN A FIGHT AND MAY CAUSE ME TO LOSE HER . I CAN'T LOSE HER . I JUST CAN'T . SHE WALKS BACK IN HER HANDS FULL OF FOOD . SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL . I KNOW THEY ARE FRIENDS AND SO FRIENDS TEXT AND TALK . I CHOSE TO KEEP SLIENT AND JUST BE WITH HER I CAN'T LOSE HER . SO I PUSH BACK MY INSUCRITIES AND EAT AND ENJOY HER COMPANY .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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RomanceMIA DRAYS HAS IT ALL.SHE IS POPULAR AND A GOODY 2 SHOES . WHEN SHE IS TURNED DOWN BY HER DREAM COLLAGE SHE HAS A LITTLE BREAK DOWN AND THEN FINDS HER SELF IN A LOVE TRIANGLE WITH 2 BASEBALL PLAYERS .