CHAPTER 81(MAX)(PEACEFUL THEN INSUCURITES)

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AFTER SENDING SOME TIME PRAYING IN THE CHURCH I FEEL BETTER SOME PEACE BUT I DON'T KNOW EXACTLY WHY BECAUSE NOTHING IS RESOLVED . I WALK INTO THE NIGHT ALONG WITH MY THOUGHTS . MY PHONE RINGS MY MOTHER ASKED IF I COULD STOP BY AND GET SOME FOOD FOR US TONIGHT I AGREE . AS SOON AS I HANG UP MY STOMACHE GROULS

. .....AS I WALK INTO SMOKEYS BBQ I SEE BETHANY ,MIA'S FRIEND AND SAM'S GIRLFRIEND . SHE EATING BY HERSELF . I DECIDE TO GO OVER AND SAY HI .

" HEY " I SAY

" OH HI " SHE REPLYS

HER FACE IS RED AND HER EYES ARE SWOLLEN . I WANT TO ASK HER WHAT IS WRONG BUT I CAN'T WE ARE NOT CLOSE AT ALL . SO I JUST ASK

" WHERE IS SAM I THOUGHT YALL WAS ATTACH AT THE HIP ."

SHE SMILES A SMALL SMILE AND SAYS " WE WAS TOGATHER EARLY ,I GOT HUNGRY ON THE WAY TO MY HOUSE . "

A TALL WAITER BRINGS HER FOOD IT IS PEANUTBUTTER AND CHILLI FRIES AND IT LOOKS GROSS

. " I AM GOING ORDER SOME TO GO FOOD

" I INFORM BETHANY

. SHE NODS . AFTER THE FOOD IS ORDERED . I LOOK OVER AT BETHANY SHE LOOKS SO SAD . I FIGURE THE FOOD WILL TAKE SOME TIME SO I SLIDE INTO THE BOOTH WITH BETHANY .

." YOU DON'T MIND JUST WAIT UNTIL MY ORDER IS READY "I SAY

" OF COURSE NOT ." SHE REPLYS

" YOUR FOOD ." I SAY AND SHE CUTS ME OFF

" I KNOW IT LOOKS GROSS BUT IT IS GOOD . "SHE SAYS AND WIPES HER MOUTH WITH A NAPKIN

. " THANKS FOR WHAT YOU DID FOR MIA AND LIV I AM SO GLAD THEY ARE OK AND YOU TOO . " SHE SAYS "

"I AM GLAD IT ALL WORKED OUT ." I SAY

I KNOW WHAT HAPPEN WAS SCARY AND SHE COULD BE UPSET FOR HER FRIENDS BUT IT SEEMS LIKE IT IS SOMETHING ELSE BOTHERING HER .

" BETHANY I DON'T MEAN TO PRY BUT I CAN TELL SOMETHING IS WRONG I AM GOING TO CALL SAM " I SAY AND PULL OUT MY PHONE

.SHE DROPS HER FORK AND SAYS "NO DON'T "

" LISTEN I AM SURE SAM CAN HELP .' I STATE

" NO I AM UPSET OVER SAM " SHE SAYS

HER FACE IS NOW WHITE AS A SHEET .

" I JUST FOUND OUT YEARS AGO BEFORE ME AND SAM DATED HE HAD HOOKED UP WITH KYLIE MY FRIEND . , IT JUST HURTS IS ALL . " SHE SAYS

PLAYING WITH HER SLOOPY FOOD .

" I MEAN CAN YOU IMAGINE YOUR BOYFRIEND WITH YOUR FRIEND . " SHE SAYS

MY MIND GOES TO MIA AND PIER IF HE FINDS OUT I KNOW IT WILL HURT HIM.

" LIKE GUYS-HAVE RADOM HOOK UPS RIGHT ." SHE ASKS

"YEA " I SIMPLY ANSWER

" I HAVE YOU HAD ANY HOOK UPS WITH MY FRIENDS . " SHE ASKS

I AM NOT SURE IF SHE KNOWS ABOUT ME AND MIA BUT IF SHE DON'T MY FACE POROMBLY GAVE IT AWAY . I REALLY DON'T THINK MIA HAS TOLD ANYONE EVEN THOUGH HER AND BETHANY IS CLOSE ."

OH YEA YOU HAVE .

" SHE SAYS AND I FEEL LIKE HIDING UNDERBTHE TABLE .

" YOU HOOKED UP WITH KYLIE ." SHE STATES

OF COURSE SHE IS TALKING ABOUT KYLIE .

" I THINK SO I DON'T REMEBER YEA I AM SURE I DID LIKE EVERYONE HAS ." So

" I SAY AND IMMEDITLY REGRET IT NOT BECAUSE OF BETHANY BUT BECAUSE SHE IS MIA 'S FRIEND

" YEA " SHE SAYS AND LAUGHS

" I KNOW YOU HAVE NOT HOOK UP WITH LIV BEAUSE EVEN A HOOK UP IS LIKE LOVE SITUATION WITH THAT GIRL ,AND OF COURSE NOT MIA BECAUSE SHE ONLY KISSED PIER ,WELL SHE DID KISS MARCO BUT IT WAS ONLY 1 SMALL KISS ". SHE SAYS

AND MY HEART SINKS WHY WOULD MIA TELL HER FRIEND ABOUT MARCO IT WAS SUPOSE TO BE MEANINLESS. MAYBE SINCE SHE DID'T TELL HER FRIENDS ABOUT ME I WAS REALLY MEANINGLESS . SOMEONE CALLS MY NAME FOR THE FOOD I DISMMISS MYSELF AND GET THE FOOD AND LEAVE WITH MY THOUGHTS FLOATING BACK TO INSUCRITIES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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