///////////////////////////////////MIA////////////////////////////////////////// IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 3 WEEKS SINCE MAX LAST KISSED ME . IN THAT TIME I HAVE BEEN COCERTRAING ON MY REALENSHIP WITH PIER . I LOVE SPENDING TIME WITH HIM HE IS SO NICE AND REALLY GOOD LOOKING I LIKE HIM A LOT BUT IT IS STILL DIFFRENT THAN IT IS WITH MAX . I HAVE THOUGHT OF HIM ALOT . BUT I AM WITH PIER SO I PUSH HIM OUT OF MY MIND IT HURTS TO BUT I DO IT . I SEEN MAX FEW TIMES IT WAS ALWAYS AKWARD SEEING IN THE HALLWAY WAS NERVE RACKING . BUT I GOT THREW IT EVERY TIME BUT HE SEEMED UN AFECTED , AND ME AND MY FRIENDS STILL WATCH THE SENCE STEALERS PRATICEING . BUT THAT WAS EASY WHERE HE CAN'T REALLY SEE ME UPCLOSE SO I GUESS THAT IS WHY . BUT IT WAS WHEN WE WENT OUT A FEW TIMES THAT WE HUNG IN A GROUP THAT WAS HARD I MEAN LIKE EVEN HARD TO BRATHE AT TIMES . WITH PIER BESIDE ME MADE IT NOT SO BAD THE HARDEST PART IS SEEING HIM AND HOW HE NEVER EVEN CARED THAT I WAS THERE . I SPENT SOME TIME WITH MY PARNETS AND LEE WHO IS BACK IN TOWN FOR CHRISTMAS . NOW AFTER CHRISTMAS EVE MASS BETHANY 'S BOYFRIEND SAM IS THROWING A PARTY . TO MY SURPRISE MY BROTHER DID'NT ASSIT TO COME ALONG I JUST HOPE HE IS NOT SEEING NINA . BUT AS I GET TO THE DOOR MY HEART IS IN MY THROAT . JUST BECAUSE I KNOW MAX WILL BE HERE . WHEN I WALK IN I AM HAPPY TO SEE PIER BUT STANDING BY HIM IS MAX WITH HIS HANDS IN HIS POCKET LOOKING TOO COOL . WHEN HIS EYES MEET MINE HE QUICKLY MOVES AWAY . I HATE HE DON'T WANT TO BE AROUND ME ............. /////////////////////////MAX///////////////////////////////////////////////// THE 1ST THING I DID WHEN I GOT BACK FROM MIA 'S AFTER I KISSED HER WAS PUNCH MY WALL . IT HURT BUT REALLY IT WAS NOTHING COMPARED TO HER NOT WANTING ME . I SLEEPT OFF MY DRUNKNESS BUT NOT MY ANGER I DID'NT GO TO SCHOOL I STAYED IN BED MOST OF THE DAY . WHEN I WAS AWOKE I WAS THINKING ABOUT MIAS LIPS THAT KISS HOW SHE WRAPPED HER ARMS AROUND ME .THE WAY SHE SMELLS IT IS LIKE HER OWN FRANGENCES REALLY . I THOUGHT OF HOW HER HAIR LOOKED THAT NIGHT UP IN A BUN ,WITH A FEW CURLS HANGING DOWN .AND THAT IS IT THINKG ABOUT HOW A GIRL 'S IS NOT ME . I MEAN THINKING OF HER LIPS IS SEXY BUT HER HAIR OK IT DID LOOK SEXY REALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT MIA IS SEXY TO ME . BUT I CAN'T DO THIS IS DOES NOT WANT ME SO I HAVE TO JUST STOP WITH IT ALL . I TOLD MYSELF I COULD DO THIS SO I WENT ON TRYING TO GET THREW IT AND FOR ALMOST 3 WEEKS I HAVE . EVERYTIME I SEE HER HERE IS A PAIN IN MY HEART BUT I LOOK AWAY BECAUSE IT IS SLIGHTLY BETTER WHEN I DON'T LOOK AT HER . WHEN I SEE HER IN HALLWAY AT SCHOOL I JUST WALK ON WITH A VOICE IN MY HEAD SAYING SHE DONT WANT ME ." IT IS EASIER WHEN I AM PRATICING BECAUSE THAT IS WEAR MY CONSERATION IS . WHEN WE ARE OUT AS A GROUP THAT IS THE HARDEST PART BECAUSE I HAVE TO SEE HER WITH PIER . I SEE THEY GET ALONG REMINDING ME SHE WILL NEVER BE MINE . I DON'T LOOK BECAUSE I AM SCARED MY FACE WILL GIVE AWAY THE ACHE I FEEL INSIDE . I WENT TO CHURCH WITH MY PARNET WHO I TAKLED INTO GOING TO CHRISTMAS EVE MASS TOGATHER THEN THEY DROPPED ME OFF AT SAM'S . I WON;'T MISS A PARTY BECAUSE I KNOW SHE WILL BE THERE TO GET OVER HER OR WHATEVER IT IS I HAVE TO LIVE AND THESE PARTYS HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS SCHOOL AND PRATICING THAT IS A PART OF MY LIFE . WHEN I ARRIVE AT THAT PARTY I SEE PIER AND I HAPPY HE IS HERE AND SHE IS NOT I THINK MAYBE SHE AINT COMING BUT I KNOW SHE JUST AINT ARRIVED YET BECAUSE THIS HER BEST FRIEND BETHANYS BOYFRIEND PARTY SHE WOULD NOT MISS IT . BUT SHE IS NOT BESIDE HIM AND SINCE SHE USALLY IS I DON'T TALK TO HIM AS MUCH . SO I WALK OVER AND MAKE SMALL TALK ONLY A FEW MINS BEFORE SHE WALKS THREW THE DOOR WAY WOW SHE IN A RED PATTEN LEATHER DRESS EVERYTIME I SEE HER THERE IS A FEELING IT ALWAYS SEEMS MORE INTENSE THAN THE LAST . I CAN'T BE AROUND HER I HATE TO SAY I THINK I MIGHT REACH OUT AND TOUCH HER IF I AM TOO CLOSE TO HER THIS FEELING COULDN' GET ANY MORE INTENSE COULD IT ? I DON'T KNOW BUT I CAN'T STAY TO FIND OUT SO I JUST WALK AWAY AND PLAN ON GETTING DRUNK ...........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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RomanceMIA DRAYS HAS IT ALL.SHE IS POPULAR AND A GOODY 2 SHOES . WHEN SHE IS TURNED DOWN BY HER DREAM COLLAGE SHE HAS A LITTLE BREAK DOWN AND THEN FINDS HER SELF IN A LOVE TRIANGLE WITH 2 BASEBALL PLAYERS .
