CHAPTER 83(MIA)(BREAK UP =BREAK DOWN )

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I BLINK RAPIDLY . I CAN'T BELIEVE I HEARD WHAT I THOUGHT HE SAID . I CAN'T LIE TO HIM NOT WHEN I WAS ALREADY PLANNING ON BREAKING UP WITH HIM . MY MIND SEARCHES FOR SOMETHING TO SAY ,BUT HIS EYES ARE SEARCHING ME I KNOW HE DESERVES A ANSWER ,HE DESERVES A LOT BETTER THAN ME .

 " I KNOW IT MIGHT SEEM SOON BUT IT IS TRUE I LOVE YOU MIA ." HE SAYS

 I WALK BACK 

. " PIER III" I STUTTER . 

" IF YOU DON'T FEEL THE SAME I UNDERSTAND BUT IT DON'T CHANGE THAT I DO LOVE YOU ." HE SAYS AND I KNOW HE MEANS IT 

.BUT I DON'T FEEL THE SAME .  

"PIER DON'T YOU WANT TO BE WITH SOMEONE WHO FEELS THE SAME ." I SAY 

HE SITS ON MY BED .

 " SO YOU DON'T FEEL THE SAME ?" HE ASKS

 HE LOOKS LIKE A SAD PUPPY AND I FEEL A PAIN IN MY HEART .

 " PIER " IS ALL I CAN MANAGE TO SAY

 " BUT YOU LIKE ME YOU COULD LOVE ME ONE DAY RIGHT ? " HE ASKS

 " I DO LIKE YOU I CARE ABOUT YOU SO MUCH , IN A WAY I DO LOVE YOU ." I SAY 

AND I SEE A FLASH OF HOPE IN HIS EYES

 " BUT NO MORE THAN FRIENDS ." I ADD

 HE PUTS HIS HEAD IN  IN HIS HAND . " YOU DON'T MEAN FRIENDS NOT REALLY "HE SAYS

 " I THINK WE SHOULD BREAK UP " I SAY 

AND IMEDITLY THE TEARS ROLL DOWN MY FACE. 

 ." NO YOU DON'T MEAN THAT .  I AM SORRY ,I SHOULD'T HAVE SAID  IT I SCARED YOU ." HE SAYS 

"  NO I BEEN THINKING WE SHOULD ANYWAY . "I SAY AND HOPE IT COMES OUT AS NICE IT CAN 

. " I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU . WE CAN GO SLOW ." HE BEGS

 I SHAKE MY HEAD

 " I THINK WE WILL EVENTUALLY BE FRIENDS AGIAN ,BUT WE CAN'T BE MORE ." I SAY 

HE CRYS AS HE LEAVES THEN I CRUMBLE TO THE FLOOR IN TEARS .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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