CHAPTER 75 (MAX)(THANK YOU)

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AFTER CRYING FOR WHAT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER , I KNOW I HAD TO SAY THOSE BAD THINGS TO HER OR SHE WOULD NEVER LEAVE EVEN THOUGH IN MY HEART I NEVER WANTED HER TO LEAVE . THIS TIME SHE DID'NT STOP IT I DID ,I THINK I DID THE RIGHT THING . SHE DESERVES BETTER A BETTER LIFE JUST SOMEONE BETTER THAN ME . BUT SHE WANTS ME I CAN FEEL IT . I NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE . SHE MAKES ME WANT TO BE GOOD . SHE BELIEVES IN ME AND WHEN SHE IS AROUND I FEEL LIKE I COULD BE . WHAT IF I COULD ? I DO FEEL THAT? WHAT IF PIER IS WRONG ,WHAT IF I CAN BE GOOD TO HER , I HAVE NOT AS MUCH AS LOOKED AT A ANOTHER GIRL SINCE I HAD THIS FEELINGS OR WHAT EVER IT IS . WELL HALEY BUT ONLY BECAUSE OF THE MISTOLE THEN NEW YEARS I WANTED TO FEEL BETTER BUT SHE COULD NOT MAKE ME FEEL BETTER ONLY MIA ,COULD . SO MAYBE I CAN BE BETTER FOR HER . BUT NOW SHE WON'T WANT ME AFTER ALL I SAID . THERE IS A KNOCK ON THE DOOR .OH IT IS MIA I WILL TELL HER ALL THAT WAS A LIE AND I NEED HER . WHEN I OPEN THE DOOR I AM SURPRISED TO SEE IT IS LIV TRUEMAN .

" HI I JUST WANTED TO BRING SOME COOKIES ." SHE SAYS AND WALKS PASSES ME

, THE SMELL OF FRESH COOKIES FILL THE AIR . AND SUNDLEY I AM HUNGRY . SHE SITS THE COOKIES ON THE COUNTER AND SITS ON THE BAR STOOL . I TAKE A COOKIE AND IT TASTE SO GOOD

." REALLY GOOD " I SAY

AND SHE GIGGLES " SOME CRUMS FALL TO THE FLOOR .

" WHY ARE YOU HERE ?" I ASK

LIV IS NICE I AM SURE BUT SHE KIND OF GETS ON MY NERVES AND I DON'T KNOW WHY SHE CAME OVER FOR A VISIT . WHICH SHE NEVER HAS BEFORE. I REALIZE THAT WHEN MIA SHOWED UP HERE THE 1 ST TIME I WAS NOT COLD LIKE THIS I GUESS I LIKED MIA EVEN THEN.

" TO THANK YOU I WOULD BE DEAD IF IT WAS'NT OR YOU . " SHE SAYS AND SMILES

" AND MIA IF IT WAS NOT FOR HER I WOULD'NT HAVE KNOWN YALL WAS IN TROUBLE . " I SAY

" OH YEA I LOVE MIA SHE IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND SHE PUT HER LIFE ON THE LINE AND I HAVE DONE THANKED HER . " SHE SAYS AND TWRILS AROUND IN THE BAR STOOL

. " I KNOW COOKIES DON'T CUT IT AND SAYING THANK YOU DON'T EITHER I Love MIA WE KNEW EACH OTHER FOREVER AND I KNEW SHE WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME . BUT YOU I DON'T KNOW YOU AND YOU STILL RISKED YOUR LIFE . SHE SAYS

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ,I AM GLAD SHE IS OK BUT I DON'T KNOW IF I WOULD HAVE WENT INTO THE BULIDING IF IT WAS JUST HER . I COULD ONLY THINK OF MIA .

" WELL IT ALL WORKED OUT ." I SAY

" YES IT DID I KNOW IF YOU HAD NOT COME ME AND MIA WOULD BE DEAD ." SHE SAYS AND HER EYES FILL AND I AM PRETTY SURE MINE IS TOO

." I DON'T KNOW YOU ,BUT I WOULD LIKE TOO ." LIV SAYS AND PUTS HER HAND ON MY KNEE .

WOW THIS GIRL IS COMEING ON TO ME .

" III " I SAY AND WALK TOWARD THE REFRIDGE .

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON I NEVER EXPERESS ANY INTREST IN LIV YET SHE IS COMING ON TO ME . AND THEN MIA SHE WAS ALL OVER ME . IT GOT TO BE THAT THEY THINK I SAVED THEM . I WOULD LOVE TO BELIEVE THAT MIA WANTED ME . BUT IT IS PROMBLY THAT SHE SEES ME AS A HERO NOW .

" SO WHAT DO YOU THINK MAYBE WE CAN GO OUT SOMETIME ." SHE SAYS

I DON'T WANT TO HURT HER FEELINGS BUT I CAN'T GO OUT WITH HER BECAUSE THEN MIA WILL SEE ME AS SOMEONE SHE COULD NEVER BE WITH . AND HONESTLY AS MUCH AS I DON'T WANT HER TO SEE ME AS A HERO , I REALLY DON'T WANT HER TO SEEME AS SOMEONE SHE CAN NEVER DATE .

" LIV I NEVER DATE ." I SIMPLY SAY

WHICH IS TRUE ,BUT I AM THINKING I COULD MAYBE DATE MIA .

" YEAH I KIND OF KNEW THAT BUT MAYBE WE CAN JUST HAVE FUN ." SHE EXPLIANS

" LIV I AM SORRY IT CAN'T HAPPEN IT JUST CAN'T ." I SAY

SHE NODS AND SAYS " OK I GET IT AND THEN "
SHE LEAVES

. GUILT WASHES OVER ME . BUT I HAD TO BE HONEST .................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111

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