OUT OF OUR OWN LEAGUE

CHAPTER 60 (MONTH OF FEBUARY )

//////////////////////////////////////MIA/////////////////////////////////////////////// THE MONTH OF FEBUARY HAS BEEN ENJOYABLE . ME AND PIER HAS ONLY HAD 3 FIGHTS WHICH NOW I CAN'T REMEBER WHAT THE FIGHTS WAS ABOUT . WE WENT ON LOTS OF DATES AND STAYED IN A LOTS AND HE EVEN HAD DINNER WITH MY FAMILY AND I ABOUT FAITNTED WHEN MY FATHER ASKED

" ARE YALL GETTING SERIOUS ? "

I CAN'T THINK TO MUCH OF THE FUTRE I AM JUST ENJOYING THE MOMENT . MY GRADES ARE STILL GOOD SO THERE IS NO PRESURE .JUST TIME FOR FUN IN THE MOMENT . I STARTED THE GYM I ALWAYS HAD A GOOD MEATOLISM ,BUT WITH IMPERSATION FROM PIER I DEDCIDE TO TONE UP . I STILL WATCH THE SENCE STEALERS PRATICE I HATE TO ADMIT I STILL FEEL THE SAME WAY WHEN I SEE MAX . BUT I AM WITH PIER AND I WANT TO BE WITH HIM SO I HAVE STAYED MY DISANTCE ONLY SEEING IN THE FILED OR IN THE HALL .WE HUNG OUT WITH A GROUP OF FEW TIME BUT I NEVER MADE EYE CONTACY WITH MAX . NOT THAT IT BOTHER HIM HE COULD CARE LESS . MY SUNDAYS ARE RESERVED FOR GOD AND MY FAMILY WE STARTED GOING TO MASS ON SUNDAY MORNING AGAIN AND OUT FOR LUNCH AND DOING A RADOM ACTIVITY MY IDEAL AND WE FACETIME LEE AS WE ARE DOING IT ,WE ALSO COME BACK AND WATCH A MOVIE AND REALAX . I ALSO BEEN SPENDING TIME WITH MY GIRLS MOSTLY THE MALL OR MOVIE THEATER . I HAVE BEEN HELPING BETHANY MORE WITH SCHOOL WORK BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND I THOUGHT SHE WAS SMART AND COULD DO THIS ON HER OWN INSTEAD SHE LETS ME DO IT . TO SAY I WAS WORRRIED ABOUT MY DEAR FRIEND BETHANY WOULD BE A UNDERSTATEMENT . SHE GOES WITH US TO THE MALL BUT ALWAYS LEAVES AND MEETS SAM THE MOST I SEEN HER WHEN SHE PICKS UP HER ASSIMENTS WHICH I DO FOR HER , I USE TO THINK THAT HER AND SAM WAS THE PERFECT COUPLE NOW I SEE SAM IS CONTROLING AND OVER BEARING . I AM ALSO WORRIED ABOUT LIV WE STILL HAVE NOT MET HER BOYFRIEND . SHE CLAIMS WE WILL MEET HIM ON THE 1ST OF MARCH THAT WHEN HE GETS BACK FROM JAPAN . YEA IT SOUNDS OUT THERE I HATE TO THINK SHE WOULD LIE ABOUT A BOYFRIEND BUT SHE WAS PRESSEURED KYLIE WOULD ALWAYS TEASE HER ABOUT NOT HAVING A BOYFRIEND BEFORE ,SHE TEASE ME TOO BUT IT WAS CLEAR I WAS NOT INTERESTED . THEN I GET A BOYFRIEND THE ONLY GIRL IN OUR GROUP WHO WAS MORE INEXPRINCE THEN LIV ,I CAN SEE WHY SHE WOULD FEEL A LITTLE SCARED BUT TO LIE I AM NOT CONVICED LIV WOULD DO THAT ALTHOUGH THIS WHOLE THING SEEMS STRANGE . NOW KYLIE SHE IS SOMEONE WHO I WORRY ABOUT FOR LONG HAUL , I HAVE TOLD HER FOR YEARS NOT TO KISS TOO MANY BOYS WAS NOT THE BEST IDEAL ,BUT SHE DOSENT LISTEN . BUT SHE HAS MADE OUR DAYS MORE JUST ABOUT US GIRLS I CAN ONLY PRAY SHE HAS FIGHURED OUT SHE IS BETTER NOT TO BE THAT WAY . ALL AND ALL FEBUARY WAS ENJOYABLE .

/////////////////////////////////////////////////// ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////PIER ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// THE MONTH OF FEBUARY HAS BEEN BLISSFUL . MY AND MIA I HAVE HAD 3 FIGHTS BUT THOSE FIGHTS TURN INTO MAKEING UP ,WHICH TURNS INTO MAKEING OUT . I GUESS IT IS TRUE THEY SAY MAKE UP SEX IS THE BEST ,NOT THAT WE HAVE DONE THE DEED ,BUT THE KISSING SURE TURNS INTO SOMETHING HOT WHEN WE BEEN ANGERY . BUT AFTER EVERY LONG MAKE OUT SESSION I AM LEFT THINKING WHEN WILL WE GO FURTHER ,BUT STILL I KNOW BETTER TO EVER BRING THAT UP AGAIN I ALMOST LOST HER BEFORE OVER THAT AND THAT IS SOMETHING I CAN'T DO . WE HANG OUT A LOT AND I STILL ALWAYS WANT TO SEE HER THE NEXT DAY I NEVER TIRED OF HER . SHE EVEN CAME TO MY LITTLE SISTERS BRITHDAY PARTY RACHEL LOVED THE PRINCESS CASTEL THAT MIA BOUGHT HER WELL REALLY SHE JUST LOVES MIA . MY PARNETS SEEM TO LIKE HER AS WELL . I MET THIS DRITY BLONDE HEADED GIRL WHEN I PICKED UP MY SISTERS AT SCHOOL SHE WAS PICKING UP HER SISTER AND WE WAS EARLIER SO WE TALKED HER NAME WAS BREANDA ZIMMER SHE IS ACTUALLY A ART MANGER AND IS A YEAR OLDER THAN ME AND GOES TO A ART SCHOOL IN SAN FRANCISCO . I WAS HOPING TO GO TO DE ANZA COLLAGE IT IS A COMMUNITY COLLAGE IN CUPERTINO CA WHICH IS HALF ACROSS THE COUNTRY FROM MIA WHO WILL BE IN PRINCTION IN NEW JERSY . THE THOUGHT ALONE SCARES ME BUT THAT IS WHAT I WNATED FOR SO LONG ,BUT ALSO MEETING THIS GIRL WHO IS DOING SOME ART CLASSES I HAVE TO ADMIT IT INTRUGUES ME AND IT IS RIGHT OUT OF CUPERTINO . I AM STILL AS HARD AS EVER WORKING ON MY BASEBALL AND I DO MY ART IN MY SPARE TIME WITH THE ART SUPLY MIA GOT FOR ME . WE HANG OUT IN GROUPS AND MY SHCOOL IS DOING GOOD .MY FAMILY AND I GO TO CHURCH ON SUNDAY MORNING THEN SOME LUNCH BUT THEN SINCE MIA HAS FAMILY DAY ALL SUNDAY I HAVE BOY NIGHT OUT. I HAD A FEW BOYS NIGHT OUT A FEW NIGHTS MAX SEEMS OFF WHEN THE OTHERS WANT TO GO TO THE TIDY BAR HE ALWAYS SAYS NO ,I DID TOO BUT I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AND MAX DON'T AND ALWAYS USE TO GO . BUT AT THE END OF THOSE BOYS NIGHT I COME HOME AND TEXT MY GIRLFRIEND , I STILL CANT BELIEVE I CAN CALL HER MY GIRLFREND . SO YES FEBUARY HAS BEEN BLISSFUL,

.///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// //////////////////////////////////MAX//////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// THE MONTH OF FEBUARY WAS LIKE A BAD DREAM MOSTLY AND I AM THANKFUL IT IS THE SHORTEST MONTH . MY PARNETS ARE GETTING ALONG BETTER AND THAT MAKES ME HAPPY I TRY TO GIVE THEM THIER SPACE BECAUSE I WANT THEM TO STAY GETTING ALONG BUT ON SUNDAYS WE GO TO CHURCH AND I SEE MIA BUT I ALWAYS HAVE MY FAMILY SIT WAY IN THE BACK AND I LEAVE RIGHT AFTER COMMUION SHE PORMBLY NEVER SEEN ME THERE ,NOT THAT SHE WOULD NOTICE A FEW TIMES WHEN WE WAS OUT AS AGROUP SHE WAS THERE AND SHE DID'NT LOOK AT ME AND IT HURT ,I JUST WOULD'NT LOOK BUT THE PAIN WAS ROUGH AND WHEN I GOT HOME I WOULD JUST STARE AT THE CELLING TRY TO THINK WHAT DID PIER HAVE THAT I DID'NT WITH ONE CLEAR ANSWER HE HAS MIA . SEEING THEM TOGATHER HURTED MORE THAN HER NOT LOOKING AT ME . OTHER THAN THAT I JUST SAW HER IN THE HALLS AND WHILE SHE WATCHED PIER PRATICE . AND EVERYTIME THEY KISSED AFTER IT HURT MY HEART . MY SCHOOL WAS GOOD MY BASEBALL PLAYING SOMEHOW GOT BETTER THE ANGEIER I GOT . WHICH MY DAD LOVED SO HE DID PREY TO MUCH BUT NOW HE IS COLLAGE PLANNING I GOT IN TO 3 SCHOOLS BUT I HAVE NOT TOLD ANYONE I FEEL LIKE MIA KEEP THIS BIG THING FROM EVERYONE BUT I WANT TO BE THE ONE TO DEDCIDE WHERE TO GO . I WENT OUT A LOT BUT SO LAME I WAS THANKFUL WHEN MIA WAS AROUND AND GLLAD WHEN PIER DEYNEIED OFFERS TO GO TO THE TIDDY BAR , I DID TO JUST NOT FEELING IT AND WHEN I GOT HOME OR ANYTIME WHEN I WAS ALONE I WONDER IF I WOULD STAY LIKE THIS FOREVER . SO THE MONTH OF FEBUARY WAS LIKE A BAD DREAM.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!