Red by Taylor Swift
Akashi Seijuro x Reader
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Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
Akashi Seijuro is a young man whom you love for years already.
Those once a pair of bloody red eyes striked your heart. That soft red hair,that you always loved to ruffle.
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly
He was as sweet as the sweetest candy. He was understanding. He made you feel loved.
But those things ended fast like a wind that passed by.
Loving him is like trying to change your mind
Once you're already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn
So bright just before they lose it all
It all started on your Middle School days in Teiko. He wasn't that cold at start, in fact, he was a gentleman. It was a good thing for your relationship. But, at your third year, he became more strict. He didn't want you to talk to any other boys, let alone your bestfriends.
You were annoyed by the fact that your own boyfriend couldn't trust you. It's not like you will cheat at him, so you opposed the almighty Akashi Seijuro.
He confronted you, and ended up separating ways.
Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Letting him go was one of the biggest mistakes you've ever done in your life. You let go the emperor who vowed to make you happy. To make you feel loved.
Missing him was dark grey all alone
You know you miss him, so damn much. You remember him at everything you do. You sometimes hear his voice, even though he's nowhere to be seen.
You miss him, a lot.
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
You tried moving on but. . .you just . . .can't.
Forgetting him is impossible. Forgetting those sweet memories the both of you had is hard. Forgetting the touch of his lips on yours will never happen.
But loving him was red.
Red, like a fire. The burning love between the two of you, which you thought would never put out, just did.
Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself its time now, gotta let go
You really want to move on, but your heart stops you to do so. Your friends even kept on convincing you to let him go, but you can't.
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
"How can I move on, if I still love him?"
That's what you would reply whenever they told you to forget him.
'What if he doesn't love you anymore?'
Was the hardest question you've ever encountered. That question left you hanging there, asking it to yourself over and over again.
Oh, losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
Cause loving him was red
Yeah, yeah red
We're burning red
Burning red,like a wild fire. It will forever burn.
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Author's Note:
This songfic is dedicated to @ShadeOfBluee senpai!!I really,really love your Akashi fanfics :) .Please continue writing!
*I revised this because I realized how bad I am before xD
Date Edited (2nd Time): May 29, 2015
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