"oh you're ba- oh no what's wrong?"
"h-he hit me" i run and hug him and begin to cry into his chest
"who did?"
"jonah"
"oh my god i'm so sorry"
i continue to cry and he just rubs my back
i know he isn't trying to be super comforting but just being able to cry with someone helps me
"i shouldn't be surprised but why am i"
"cause you love him and you shouldn't expect him to do that to you"
"i don't want to love him anymore"
"i know i know. but it's going to be okay"
"its not Zach"
"hey look at me" he whispers and i look up
"everything is going to be just fine don't worry. you don't need Jonah you're way better without him"
"bu-"
"no you don't need him okay. trust me, you have so many more people that actually love you and would never hurt you physically like that"
"like who"
"like me" he whispers and looks down at my lips
i don't know what he's thinking but i feel like he wants to kiss me
i dont really know if i should kiss him
i mean im still dating jonah right
but at the same time he looks like he has soft lips
before i know it he makes the move and kisses me
i know this is his first kiss and he's not really good at it
i pull away from him cause i feel to bad to do this to Jonah
"i-i'm sorry i shouldn't have done that" he says
"yeah um-"
"i'll go?"
"you dont have to"
"n-no i'm going to"
he quickly packs up his backpack and leaves
"Bye!"
i'm so confused
so much has happened tonight and i dont know what to do
short chapter i'm sorry
