Kylie
We get to Chili's and i don't want to be here
i'm so angry with Jonah i can't even pretend to be happy
"Kylie you need to just break up with him he's not good for you mentally" Daniel tells me
"i know i do but ill never find anyone again"
"Kylie you're beautiful you will find someone so much better than Jonah. Jonah doesn't care at all about you or your relationship"
"ugh i just don't know how to do it"
"don't worry about it right now let's just enjoy dinner and then we will help you. just relax for the night"
i agree and we head in
we get in our seats and i keep thinking about if i'm going to break up with Jonah
i know i should and i know i have to but i'm scared
i'm not scared Jonahs going to hurt me or anything i'm just scared i won't find someone after
"Kylie stop thinking about Jonah" Zach says making me roll my eyes
"i'm not"
"yeah you are" Daniel says
"whatever you guys are so annoying"
"we just want you to stop worrying and enjoy your night. you won your competition and you're now celebrating with your best friend and cousin"
"ugh you guys don't understand. i'm trying to enjoy my night but i can't when i know i'm losing my boyfriend"
"can i ask a question" Daniel says
"go ahead"
"in the last three months how many times as Jonah called you beautiful"
"3"
"okay and how many times have you guys been on a date with no fights"
"none" i mumble
"how many times has he bought you a gift?"
"one"
"okay and ho-"
"i get it okay! he doesn't do anything that a good boyfriend does"
"exactly so you have too"
"This is the last thing i'm personally going to say cause obviously what we're trying to tell you clearly isn't resonating with you but your 'boyfriend' hit you, called you awful names, flirted and GAVE OTHER GIRLS HIS NUMBER and all of this happened within just one month. ONE MONTH Kylie. i get it you're scared you won't find another person to be with but i assure you, you will. even if you don't wouldn't you rather be alone then stuck in an awful relationship with a boy that doesn't even respect you enough to sit and watch something for you. i'm sorry Kylie but we all know you need to break up with him and i'm not saying it again. i'm not going to waste my breath telling you the same shit over and over agian. you're my absolute best friend and i hate seeing you like this" Zach says and i take everything in
i think about what he said and he's right
i rather not be with someone like Jonah
i'm so much happier when we're not together
i'm definitely going to break up with him
