it's been a few months since i broke up with Jonah and the rumors have finally stopped
i was getting asked every day if the rumor was true and obviously i said no and told everyone it was because i was abused and everyone went around spreading that
eventually Jonah admitted it and everyone felt bad for me
Jonah quickly became hated and even got expelled, he was being rude to me around school everyday and tried to physically hurt me
so they expelled him and i'm thankful for it. i mean he wasn't even the best student so like what was there for him still at school
over these past few months me and Zach have been getting closer and i know it's because Jonahs no longer in the picture
before we would always fight over if he was a good boyfriend and now we never do
without Jonah i notice different things about Zach
like how his bottom lip covers his top when he's thinking, or how when he laughs his whole face moves with him
he's also best friends now with my cousin, which is good
me and daniel tell each other everything so it wasn't a surprise when Daniel told me that Zach has a crush on me
yeah i know ZACH HAS A CRUSH ON ME i honestly never knew that
apparently he's liked me for a while
i dont know my feelings for him 100% yet
i wouldn't mind dating him but honestly right now i'm not ready to date anyone
i'm still hurt from Jonah, and often at night i cry thinking about what happened
one time Zach was over and we were watching a movie and he moved his hand a little and my whole body flinched
i literally fell off my bed cause i was worried he was going to hit me
i cried for hours in Zach's arms after that
jonah really messed me up but that's okay because now in the future i'll know how i should be treated
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this chapter was really just so i could skip a few months of the sad breakup process
