Pick your poison (BNHA Villains X Reader) COMPLETE

Requiem my ass (Overhaul X Sibling Reader)

A one-shot based on Dear Evan Hansen's Requiem and a spoiler warning, this will contain the fate of Overhaul in the Shiee Hassakai arc so uh,, yeah

Is it wrong to not mourn for your brother? Is it wrong to be delighted that he was arrested and lost his sense of identity? Is it wrong that you were rather glad to what happened to him?

You couldn't bother to play pretend, you didn't loved him anyway. Why would you call apart for him? Why should you play the grieving sibling and cry? You wouldn't miss him that's for sure. Your world wouldn't be dark without him... In fact, it would become brighter. So why would there be a need to mourn for him? Him of all people? It's not like he deserves it, now does he?

He doesn't, that's for sure.

Not only did he mistreated you, his younger sibling. He also 'killed' Pops, your father figure, the man who raised the both of you despite being strangers, the man's who have kept you healthy, kept you fine, educated you... And he kills him like he was some disposable cup of water? Not only that, Pop's granddaughter was entrusted to him. And what does he do? He fucking abused her like he abused you, and all of the people that he has always been with.

He is nothing but a deranged loser. He doesn't deserve your mourning.

All the innocent people he has killed, he has injured, he has traumatized... He doesn't deserve redemption, knowing that he might've not given any single fucks about them. If he had fun being reckless about killing everybody, 'healing' everybody, then he should have fun as he suffers the consequences of his actions.

Now that you think about it, you were correct to not mourn for him. He did this to himself, he brought this upon himself, he had it coming. And what would your mourning do to him anyways? It's not like your tears can cure his arms back again and bust him out of prison.

You sat by your hospital bed, the nauseating scent of medicines flooded your senses as you stared at the ceiling above you.

All you can remember from the even that took place— oh, was it yesterday? A few days ago? You weren't sure. All you can remember was the inevitable death, knowing Overhaul will come for you and use you for one of his schemes, when you saw a blinding light before you were saved. It was one of those days when Overhaul would lock you in your room to starve after you've fought with his beliefs again.

You gave him everything you can, as his sibling. Your support, your encouragement... Yet, you never received anything in return. You try to support him, but everything he does and says isn't supposed to be supported.

He was just in a room next to you. As much as you want to leave your resting chambers to go to his, you can't bare to his that bastard's face. You didn't want him to assume that you were there to feel sorry for his ass. And quite frankly you no longer gave a single fuck about him.

He has used and abused you all your life, and having him for a sibling, you were forced to endure all the misery as he corrupted the world with his toxic beliefs. The hell with it.

Now that you're free... W—wow... You were actually free. An actual Kai-free life. A new start without Kai... Although... How would society react? Surely they won't accept you. No, no, it's because of your name, isn't it?

Chisaki Y/N... No doubt, you will be hiding in his shadows if you ever came  out in public. Which irked you. Why can't they acknowledge that you yourself is against your brother? This, was perhaps, a perception of society towards you. You are willing to change. And you can't be bother by Kai anymore. He can rot in prison and die there for all you care... You will change the view that the public has towards you and you don't need Kai with you.

But somehow, in the back of your mind... You know you are still siblings. Do anything you want, you can never erase your history with him. If evil runs in his blood, then you're evil as well. You can assure yourself, you're not.

"Chisaki Y/N," you glanced at you door, a nurse stood from the doorway as she held on her clipboard, and a bouquet of flowers. You nodded at her. "Lemillion sent you these flowers,"   

"F-for me?" You stuttered as you reached for the flowers.

"Mhmm, now I'll leave you to rest darling," the nurses turns her heels and left as you gazed towards the yellow roses in the bouquet. You simply smiled and set it aside.

"H-how's Eri?" You asked, before the nurse can even leave the room. "The little girl with the unstable quirk?"

"Currently asleep, but she is thankfully stable. You are allowed to visit her tomorrow, if you'd wish." The nurse responded with a warm smile. "Now I'll leave you to rest. Good night, Y/N."

"Good night,"

You stared at the yellow flowers with a smile, a warm feeling welling in your chest as you gazed at it. After all these time, you managed to smile. Youwill change, and you will prove that Kai is wrong. You can do anything even without him. You can show the world you are not your brother, but yourself.