Midnight Stargazing

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Tonight I went to stand 'neath the stars

To stare into the midnight skies

At 11:11 I went

To the wooden deck behind my house

And I lifted my tired eyes to the heavens 


Many hours of sleep I have lost

Just in these past few days alone

Anxiety, questions

They rob me of my rest and repose

Instead I toss and turn and wonder.


What do the coming months hold? 

All the change and closing chapters

It's confusing

Disorienting to say the very least

It's terrifying and exciting and utterly unknown


I don't know at all what tomorrow entails

But I know the stars see my struggles

And they shine

They look down upon me as I look upon them

They have witnessed every challenge before. 


They remind me that my troubles, however great

Are fleeting, while they - and my hopes - 

Are constant, always

They remind me that only on the darkest nights

Can I look up to witness their beauty

And their promise. 

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