The girl with bulimia (Nash grier fanfic) *May Trigger*

Chapter 5

*skip to Friday*
I wake up early as usual. Finally it's Friday. but I leave for magcon tomorrow and I won't escape the harassment the I get behind matts back. I go into Instagram and tumblr and see all the usual comments. kill yourself. Your ugly. Such a cow. Get shoot. Hang yourself. Starve yourself. Your too ugly to be matts sister.
I go into the bathroom and throw up and just hope in the shower after not bothering to look at my horrid figure this morning. I shower was my hair. I blow dry it and put it in a braid. I throw on high waisted skirt knee socks crop top big cardigan vans scarf and beanie. I put my necklace on grab my bag and go downstairs. This time I'm waiting for Matt to come downstairs. I sigh and go grab Matt breakfast. Then I see him come down the stairs still I'm pj. "Matt why aren't you dressed." I say. "I didn't pack yet so mom is making me stay home." He says coming by me a kissing my forehead. "O-oh okay." I stutter a little. Matt grabs a donut from the fridge and goes back upstairs. I sit the food I grabbed him down and head out towards the bus stop. I guess I'm facing this day alone today. Great (hint the sarcasm). I see Nash walking the bus stop. I get a little scared so I start to shake a little. "Hey there fatty the clown" Nash says slapping me on the back. I groan in pain. "Remember have to be quiet or you'll get beat worse." Nash says. i hold in my cry of pain as best as I can. Thank god the bus arrived. As I got on Nash came up behind me and pushed me into my seat making my face hit the dirty school bus window. I fix myself up and sit down in my seat putting my headphones back on. I listen to music until we get to kilani stop. she gets on the bus sits down and turns her attention towards me. "Where's Matt?" She asks. "home packing and getting some important stuff done."I say. "Oh."she says. I nod my head. she looks at the window and furrows her eyebrows. "Did Nash push you into the window?" She asks. "H-how do you know." I ask. "The lipstick stain on the window says it all Malina." She says. I sigh and pull out a tissue from my bag to wipe it off the window. "He's such an asshole."kilani says. "Yeah,I don't even know what I did to him." I say looking down. Soon we arrived to school and as I was getting off I was pushed out and fell on the ground. I moan in a pain and turn around and see Nash laughing and Taylor and Cameron also. oh yeah I forgot to mention they also get on the bus with me. "assholes." Kilani says under her breath while helping me up.
I sigh and dust off my skirt and fixed my oversized cardigan. I walked into school with kilani and I see Shawn waiting by our lockers I walk up to him and hug him. "Hey Shawn." Kilani says. "Hey." He says smiling. "How was New York." I ask. "amazing but I missed you guys. Kilani and I smile. "Are Nash,Cameron,Taylor,carter and the jacks still being assholes to you Malina." Shawn asks.
I look down and don't answer him. "Lina you have to tell Matt." Shawn says. "I've been trying to tell her."kilani says. "I can't because then Nash will beat me along with the others for snitching and they will tease me more." I say. Shawn doesn't know about my disorder that I have. "If it gets worse than what it is I'm going to Matt no matter what you say."Shawn says. "Ok." I say. I open my locker and so does kilani and we get our books out that we need. Shawn waits for us. "Look Shawn back guys." I here Taylor shout. I tense up knowing they are going to come towards me. "Hi." Shawn says bluntly. "why so sour Shawn."nash asks. "because of you assholes messing with Malina." he says. "We'll it's not our fault she's so ugly and fat." jack g says. I try to hold my self together and close my locker and put the lock on it. Shawn pushes them out the way and he holds my hand and I hold kilani as he walks us to class. "Let's the games begin." I hear Nash say as we pass him.
Today was out b day block
Ap health
Ap math
Ap grammar
Lunch
Study hall
Sex ed
And gym.
Ap health I had the usual comments like. we know Malina eats more than that. She obese just like the picture.
She one of them ugly. she knows she qualifies and unhealthy. Kilani giving the the usual come backs and Shawn trying so hard not to blow up at them.
Math wasn't better either. I walked into class and someone stuck their foot out and I fell and dropped my books. everyone laughed. I felt the tears well up in my eyes. Nash kicked me saying he "didn't see me". I got the usual punches in the stomach from him and me running to the bathroom to throw up. But finally it was lunch time I wasn't going to eat today.
I was just going to sit there and give Matt and Shawn my food.
"Hey fat ass." Taylor says and punches me in the face while Kilani and I were walking to lunch . But not to hard see a mark. I hold my face in pain."your such jack ass along with the others."kilani snaps. "for that we are going to kick her ass today and Matt better not find out." Taylor says. my eyes get wide in fear not knowing when they will decide to beat me. we walk into the cafeteria and find Shawn and sit with him. Matt went to sit with jack g and I Nash Cameron Taylor and Carter. "Li li are you going to eat that." Shawn ask. "No I'm not you can have it." I say giving him my food. Kilani gives me the stink eye. I roll my eyes when she's not looking. I love her so much but nothing she can do will help me. I'm trapped in a living hell. "So we leave for magcon tomorrow." Shawn says. "I know." I say.
"She's taking me so I can kick those boys ass if I need too." she says. all of a sudden I'm Yankee by my hair out of my seat. I look up and see Katrina and her crew that consist of belle Nora Rosalind and Ariel. they beaten me terribly before to I had to stay at Kilani for a week begging my mom because the bruises were so bad. I get up and sit was about to sit back in my seat but fell because belle pulls it from under me. "haha look at the clown she can get her fat ass up."nora says. I try so hard not to take the words in personal but I always do. I get up and take the chair back and sit down. I don't say a word knowing Katrina will slap me across the face. "leave her the hell alone slut." Shawn says. "shut up." belle says. "awww look at Malina little necklace I don't think shell mind if we break it." Ariel says. "please don't it's special to me." I beg. "haha she's so pathetic." Katrina says and I look down. then put of no where belle yanks it off and breaks it. I grab the charm and broken chain from her and run off to the abandoned bathroom
And cry. "your such asshole sluts." I here Kilani say and I bet she push Katrina and punched belle. I sits on the floor and cry. Kilani walks in and comes to me and hugs me. "I'm so sorry Malina." she says. "I bet your mom will get it fixed if you tell her it got caught on something." she continues. "I begged them I told them it was Special to me and they would go ahead and do that, I can take the beatings and insults but this, this is the kind of things that makes want to not live and starve myself to death." I cry. the bell rings and Kilani sighs. "I know mally all we can do is hope there will be a better day." she sats. "no there will never be I'm stuck in this leaving hell." I scream and cry. Kilani sighs and helps me up and helps me clean my face we walkout and Shawn is waiting for us with our books. I sigh knowing I have more torture coming my way in my life I hate living.