The girl with bulimia (Nash grier fanfic) *May Trigger*

Chapter 8

"Wake up Malina." I hear and feel someone shake me. "mhmghmm" I moan. "wake up we have to be on the Plane by five." I hear Kilani say.
"Ok ok I'm up." I groan. I get out of bed fix my hair into a messy bun I throw on a Victoria secret sweater and some comfy shorts. I grab my suitcase and guitar bag. I head down stairs and grab my carry on bag. "Ready." Matt says waiting by the door. "yeah let me put my shoes on." I say putting on my ugg boots. "I grab you a banana." Matt says. I take it shakily scared that I might have to eat something and not be able to throw it up right away. We go to the car and hop in the back with Kilani Matt in the front with my mother. my mother starts to drive. I put the banana in my carry on without Kilani looking. we listen to music and talk for a while until we got to the airport. We get out take our bags out and check them in. we hug my mom by and walk towards our waiting area where we see the other boys. I hold onto Kilani hand really tight scared to go over knowing that some of them beat me up everyday and put me down and could possibly do it now. "Hey guys." Matt says. "Hey Matt". They say. "Malina and I are going to get Starbucks." Kilani says. I give a uneasy smile knowing she's going to make me digest it in front of everyone. I might fall
Into my binge purge stage I have once a week. "ok I'll come with." Nash says. inside I'm am terrified. We walk to Starbucks and Kilani gives me this eye like she feels something is going on. I give her the I know look. Then I feel and arm come over my shoulders and I jump. "calm down Malina it's just me." Nash says. "how am I suppose to calm down when I am terrified that you will try and beat me up or whisper threats to me." I say in fear. all he does is chuckle. We walk into Starbucks and I get out of Nash grip and go over to Kilani. I turn and see him he looks hurt but then I see his face change. Back to evil written all over it. "What do you want me to get you Lina." Kilani asks. I think about what I used to get when I didn't grow a eating disorder. "caramel in the cup but vanilla bean frapp." I say. I sigh nervously. "you can do it Lina." Kilani says. "I don't think I'll
Be able to handle keeping it down." I whisper. she looks at me with sad eyes. Nash orders and out of nowhere which is weird he paid for us. Kilani and I look at him like wtf. "I think he's planning something." Kilani whispers. i shake my head in agreement we here our names called and we go get our drinks. We walk out and head back towards the rest. I feel Nash arm wrap around my shoulder and I look at him
Like wtf are you planning. He smiles at me and my suspicion starts to grow more. We get back to the others and I see Shawn giving the wtf face two. I get out of Nash grip and sit I between Nash and Kilani. "what the hell was that." Shawn whisper yells. "IDK he just came up to me a put his arm around me honestly I was terrified." I whisper yell back. Shawn and Kilani turn their heads back towards Nash. "flight b36 to Texas is now boarding." the flight attendant says. we get up and go to the line and wait for the lady to scan or tickets. once we got our tickets scanned we boarded the plan and figure out the seat arrangement Bart set up for us. once I the two people I was sitting In-between honestly I was scared because I didn't have Matt Kilani nor Shawn I had Nash and Cameron. I sat in the middle nervously Nash at the window seat and Cameron in the aisle seat. I looked at both the boys and they have smirks on their faces. I sink down in my seat a little scared of what might happen. "hey Malina." Cameron says. "Hi." I said quietly in a scared way. Nash chuckles and it makes me jump a little. everyone else starts to board and I see Kilani sitting with Matt and Shawn. She turns around and gives me the are you ok look. I mouth I don't know to her. "Please buckle your seat belts." the intercom says. Two flight attendants come out and explain the safety rules I start to tune them
Out. soon I feel the plane flying up into the sky and the seat belt sign go off I unbuckle my belt. I turn my phone on and go onto it and put my pink beats on. I listen to bluebird by Christina perri. soon a feel a tap on my shoulder and turn my head towards Nash. "what you listen to fa- I mean Malina." Nash says. me knowing he was about to call me fat ass but didn't and said my name strange. "oh um I-I'm listening to Christina perri." I stutter. "Cool." he says. "why did you stutter." he chuckles. making flinch again knowing that the laugh he uses when I'm being harassed. "Consider on the fact you beat and harass me in school everyday." I say. "what I can't be nice."he says. "you and nice don't go together since freshman year." I say. he looks at me like he's going to punch so I sink low and cower in my seat. Then Nash stops. I don't know what is wrong with him today. Cameron reaches his hand up and I though he was about to hit me so I duck but then I notice he was closing the air vent. I come up
And get up and then I feel something smack my butt. I turn and see Nash smirking. I give him the wtf face and walk off. "Kilani bathroom
Now." I say walking fast. she gets up and follows me to the bathroom. "what's wrong?" she asks. "Nash and Cameron are acting strange they are being nice and we know when they get the chance to have a go at me they do and when I got up Nash smacked my ass." I say in a panic. "they are planning something I don't know what it is but they are I swear." Kilani says. "it think so too." I say with a little more worry in my voice. I look down and stair at the toilet. it's like it is calling me to come and throw up. But I'm snapped out of my trance. "no you are not doing that you did good on finishing you Starbucks." she says. "but I hate the feeling know something is inside of me that is going to make me gain weight and I don't want that." I say. all of a sudden their is a knock on the door. I open it and see Cameron. "you guys have to come back to your seat we a landing in a few."he says. "ok." Kilani says. we step out and get back to our seats I sit down. "here Malina you dropped it getting up."Nash says handing me my phone. the seat belt buckle sign comes on and we buckle up. Soon we begin to land in Texas. "Just because Matt is here doesn't mean you have to be nice to me because we all know that you are willing to take the chance to beat me because he hate me even I want to beat myself up sometimes because I hate myself so stop with act because I know that you are faking." I say out of nowhere kind of scared knowing Nash or Cameron could punch me for saying that at any given moment. "it's not an act I'm just trying to be nice he says. "Haha." I laugh but then regret it scared of a beating or an insult. Nash shrugs it off nonchalantly and soon we arrive to a land for our magcon event.