The girl with bulimia (Nash grier fanfic) *May Trigger*

Chapter 19

Nash pov
I can't believe she hurting this bad. I actually caused all this pain. I caused he to starve herself everything.
Nash stop being a sappy heart. you want her to be in
Pain. cause her pain cause her pain. the evil
Voice in my head takes over again. when I
Saw her change it caused me to feel bad she really skinny and not in
A good way. I soon I got up and went to my bed before Taylor and Kilani came in when they did I fell asleep letting my thoughts consume me.

Malina pov
I wake up. Today is the day we go back home early Saturday morning ughhhh.
I get up put my sweater hurt on and put my bags together. soon I
Flop on top of Kilani. "wake up time to go home. "mmmmmm why so early." she says. "I don't know." I
Say. I get off of her and she gets up. I go to the boys bed and jumps on it. Nash grabs my foot and makes me fall on the bed. "get up time to leave the hotel." I say. "ok ok." Taylor says. I get up out if their bed and go to Matt room. I bang on the door until he opens it. "let's go time to go." I say
"Ok Jezz." he say. I bang on the others room and then go back to my room. I see Kilani Nash and Taylor ready. I put my book bag on and was about to grab my suitcase but Nash beat me to it. "thanks." I say. "no problem lina." He says. I walk out toward the elevator and push the button. soon it arrives and we get in and go down to the lobby. when we get to the lobby we go to the back of the hotel and meet the eat of the boys. we pack out stuff into the cars and hope in I sit next to Nash and Matt while Kilani sits with shawn. I put my head on Nash's shoulder. then my phone buzzes.
Ki and Shawn: be carful with Nash we don't want you to get hurt
Me: ok I will I will
Kilani: I'll beat his ass if he hurts you
Me: ok sissy.
Soon we arrive to the airport and we get out I grab my bag and suitcase and check it in and wait for the others. I
Hug the boys who are in different states than us (Jacob Aaron) and we head out separate ways to our gates. I sit next to Kilani and we talk until we are called for our plane. this time I'm sitting with Kilani
And Shawn. soon we take off.
I listen to music and think over this hectic trip we had well I had. I
Close my eyes and fall asleep.
I wake up and we are back in cali. I get up and get my bag and get off the plan I walk over to Matt and hug him. he smiles and we walk to luggage claim. I get my luggage and so does he and we see our mom I hug her. "love and missed you
Mom." I say. "same here darling." she says. then Matt hugs her. we go to the car and put our bags in and we hear to our house.
Then my phone buzzes.
Nash: Meet me at my house at 7:00 pm
Me:ok
I hang out with my family most of the day and go out to the park with Kilani at the park we bump into Katrina and her crew.
"Ew look what the fat brought back." Katrina says. "you should have stayed your fat ass in texas." belle says. I look down and don't say anything back. then I get pushed down by nora. then Kilani punches her. "leave her the hell alone you god damn bitches." Kilani says helping me. "shut up ugly ass." Katrina says. "I'm
Not the one who is a slut." she says. Katrina huffs and walks away with her minions following her.
I wipe my eyes from the tears that were going to fall.
"I'm going to Nash house later tonight." I say.
"Be careful sissy." Kilani say with worried eyes. "I will." I say. "call me of you need me." she says. "ok ok I will." I say giggling. now that Nash has been trying to be my friend again I've been a tiny bit happy.
Soon I walk Kilani home which is two house down from mine and I hear over to bashed house since it's 6:58. I ring the door bell and Hayes answes.
"Hey Malina he's in the backyard" Hayes says.
"Ok thanks." I say walking to the backyard. I see him laying on the grass and I lay next to him. "Hey." he says. "hey." I say. "the stars a beautiful tonight just like you." he says. I blush. "thanks and yeah they are." I say.
"I told you to come over is because I wanted to ask you something." he says. " what is that." I say. "well would you like to be my girlfriend." he says. "I don't know I would have to think about and you haven't even asked me on a date." I say smiling a little. "ok I'll take you on a date next saturday." he says. "ok, but that doesn't mean I fully forgive you for what you did to me." I say. "I know he says. I get up. "I'll see you Monday ok." I say. "ok." he says smiling. I go home and go up to my room skipping dinner. I go get in the shower. I turn on the shower and stare at myself. what could Nash possibly like about me there is not to like I'm so ugly and horrible I look away from the mirror lift up the toilet seat and start to make myself throw up. when I finish I flush the toilet and shower. I wash my body and face and got out and put of a tank leggings and cardigan and got on bed and went to sleep.