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Tonight i need you to answer
Tonight I will make myself sick over you
Tonight i will over analyse every word
Tonight i will cry over the mistakes made
Tonight i will pray to god harder than i ever have
Tonight i will pound on your families door
Tonight nothing else matters
Tonight.
Tonight i will do everything i can to make this night dissolve
Tonight I will back off in hopes it will change the outcome
Tonight i will turn my phone as loud as it will go
Tonight i will wait for the dreaded phone call
Tonight I won't sleepTomorrow.
Tomorrow i will grieve the loss of someone special
Tomorrow i will beg for forgiveness
Tomorrow I will tell you how much you mean to me
Tomorrow I will hide in the shame of the sorrow
Tomorrow i will scream and shake
Tomorrow parts of me will go with you
Tomorrow.
Tomorrow I will stare at the blank faces in the room
Tomorrow I will find out what meant the most to you
Tomorrow I will be numb
Tomorrow I will trick the people
Tomorrow I will die trying to bring you back
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The Existence of a Disaster
PoetryA collection of Poems, Random Writing, Rants and Creative Writing Pieces. ⚠️ Warning ⚠️ READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED Please see "Trigger Warnings" before reading as this book is extremely graphic.