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To be so fucking terrified
And in so much pain
that you contemplate suicide is one thing
But
To be so utterly content
And so deeply and truly happy
that you contemplate suicide is a completely different threat
"For the first time, I'm content. I'm euphoric with happiness and entranced with the peace running through my veins. I've come to love the inevitable. I am no longer afraid to end my life. Complete serenity is held in the palm of violence. I crave to be in the eye of that storm"
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The Existence of a Disaster
PoetryA collection of Poems, Random Writing, Rants and Creative Writing Pieces. ⚠️ Warning ⚠️ READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED Please see "Trigger Warnings" before reading as this book is extremely graphic.
