The Existence of a Disaster
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    The Existence of a Disaster

    Puisi

    A collection of Poems, Random Writing, Rants and Creative Writing Pieces. ⚠️ Warning ⚠️ READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED Please see "Trigger Warnings" before reading as this book is extremely graphic.

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    Poem: False Paradise pt.2

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    > Based on "Bad Liar" by Imagine Dragons <
    
                          
    You always say I'll end up in paradise but if you really look me in the eyes and tell me what you see -  It's your perfect paradise tearing at the seams
    
                          
    When it first got out of my reach I tired to go after it but during my ventured I realized it's not as perfect as you make it out to be. 
    
                          
    There's holes in the story and cracks in the theories. God knows - your a bad liar. 
    
                          
    It was all but a child's dream and never really meant a thing. 
    
                          
    I just can't be what you want me to be. 
    
                          
    I thought about escape but I don't wanna risk it. I'm tired of faking but you don't see it. 
    
                          
    I wish I could erase it - just make you believe.
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