The Vamps Preferences

Connor Imagine

For: slushpuppies2  (a.k.a Jess)

Jess's P.O.V
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"Go away Jess!" Connor shouted angrily in my face.

To be honest, I wanted to cry he was just being so horrible and mean lately. Every time I went near him he'd just get all angry and push me away. Every time this happened it made me want to cry but I never wanted to show that I am weak because who knows how he would react if he found my weakness. I gave up on Connor. I wanted to give him his space and maybe try a bit of the silent treatment with him to see if that would work.

A few weeks later and I was getting closer and closer to Brad, James and Tristan. I rarely saw Connor anymore and if I did I would just avoid contact with him. But it hurt. Connor was my favourite. I'd liked him since the day we met and I thought he felt the same about me, but obviously not.

It was getting close to my birthday and I felt like I was getting segregated from everyone. Even my closest of close friends were acting weird with me. I tried thinking what I'd done to deserve but it just made me nervous and anxious. I even started to get very mild anxiety at the fact that everyone was leaving me and I didn't know why.

It came to my birthday and all my friends seemed to have just disappeared. I ended up going home to my parents and spending a day surrounded by my family which took my mind of the problem for a few hours. Once my family had left, it was just me, my mum and my dad. I didn't know what to do and I didn't want to do anything. So for the first night in years I slept at my parents house. I'd been living with the boys in a massive apartment in London but I just felt so left out that I thought it was best if I stayed home for awhile.

Another week passed and I'd decided that I wanted to move out of my apartment with the boys in London and move back home as I still didn't understand what was going on. I texted James because he was the one that I felt closest to after Connor's change in attitude.

1 message to James.

I'm coming to London in a couple of hours. I'm bringing boxes and taking my things - I'm moving back home.

I didn't get a reply which didn't surprise me. They'd been warned and I had my keys so there was nothing they could do now. It's not like they could stop me from getting in. I finally arrived at the apartment I shared and I was very nervous. I put my keys in the door and turned them to unlock the door. The lights were off and no one was in. At least it will be easier to leave than I thought without having to see anyone. I walked straight to my bedroom where nothing had changed and I started to put my belongings in boxes. I reached a picture of the 5 of us together (me, Connor, Brad, James and Tristan) and saw that there was envelope attached to the back. I opened the envelope and read the piece of paper inside.

Go to the kitchen.

I didn't know if I wanted to. I wondered if it was going to be some kind of joke that would make me want to leave for definite. But my curiosity got the better of me and I had to look.

I went to the kitchen. I opened the door. It was filled with all of my closest friends. I couldn't understand at first what was going on. Connor actually looked at me and smiled for the first time in ages!

Connor came up to me and gestured for me to follow him out of the kitchen.

"I'm sorry for the way I made you feel for the past couple of weeks. I didn't think it was going to end up like this for you. But your reaction was all part of my plan. I wanted to make you feel like I wasn't interested anymore so that you would go to Brad, James and Tristan and then I told them to start leaving you out hoping that you'd feel this way and leave. When you left it meant that we could set up for this but I didn't expect it to take you a week to come back. I'm sorry that this is the way it happened but I wanted to make it perfect and this actually took weeks for me to plan. We've got the party here now, it's then going to move to a club in London and then I've booked us to go to Spain and carry on your birthday holiday there." Connor explained.

I felt like punching him for the way he'd made me feel over the past weeks. But I love him for the amount of thought he's put into it. He'll just have to make it up to me...

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I'd like to think I'm catching up with imagines but I'm not... I think I'm up to 40 on my list now. Don't worry if you're still waiting I will write it for you but please let me know if you change your name as it would be a big help!

Katie xxx