145 To The Girl I Loved Then

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I suppose it's easier to joke about it with you.
Every single second we speak, I still have fantasies
Of a universe where you and I are together,
But I'm stuck in this one with you as a
Best friend. Would I go back and change
That about us? Would I change everything
About myself just for your eyes to look at
Me in a way I could only dream of?
No.

There are a lot of reasons I have to move on.
She was a good example of that, and I
Can't compare my new girlfriend to you.
I can't stay stuck in a universe that
Doesn't exist because in this one we
Are as close as I need you to be.
I do love you, but I respect you, too.
I respect the seconds we can laugh
At the fact that my feelings were
Just things out of my control.

I love you still, but I love you as
My best friend more than any
Fantasy that plagues my mind.

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