147 To The New Girl

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I've never told you about my problem.
Every single girl after her has had to deal
With the fact that I can't deal with
Failing everyone with my own emptiness.
That makes me overthink how much I
Want to be with someone.

That girl, the first, made me realize
That I am not the girlfriend I should be.
I'm so stuck here in my own head
That I can't dare take care of someone.

Except... Maybe you're different.
You walk on the same line as I,
Holding your head up just by the temptation
Of having a happy existence.

Maybe you're different because you
Know what it's like to be a broken
Human cast into a world with
Perfect ones. Maybe it'll be different
This time. You and I might
Actually do something I've only
Dreamed of.

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