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I've been low enough that I've wanted death
Almost sort of unwillingly, but also not.
You see, I fear death.
It's an easy fear to have, but that
Makes me paradoxal, doesn't it?
I fear dying, but I will think about it.
I will run the scenarios of funerals,
Of loss, of possible outcomes that
Hopefully never reach truth.
The greatest minds die young this way.
Some of us are too smart to live
In a world of blissful ignorance.
But, who am I to decide how it works?
All I wanted was a conversation with
​​​​​​​My inner self in here anyway.

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