My Masochist Lover

Chapter Fifteen

CHAPTER.. 15 The Filght

Lance’s POV

5 hours na akong naghihintay dito sa loob ng campus pero di ko parin siya nakikita. Ako? Eto, maghapong nakaupo sa bench. Akala ko magiging masaya yung last school fair ko dito sa Drakesfield Academy pero di pala. Tapos narin naman kaya uuwi nalang ako.

“Lance? Uuwi kana?”- tanong ni Eros

“Obvious ba? Tch!”- sabi ko

“Okay lang yan Lance.”- sabi ni Kenji

“Geh.”- umal;is nako

Naglakad lang ako papauwi sa amin. Gusto ko lang munang mapag-isa at mag-isip. Ano kaya ang dahilan kung bakit di siya nakapunta? Eto ba yung Last Prescence? May nagawa ba akong mali?

“Oh, Lance nandyan kana pala.”- si Niko

“Yeah.”- sabi ko.

Dumiretso na ako sa kwarto ko kasi wala rin naman akong ganang makipag usap. Di ko talaga ma-take yung ginawa niya.

“Lance, may bisita ka.”- si Niko

“Eh?”- sabi ko

“Lance, si Mika toh. Aalis na ng bansa si Lj.”- sabi niya

“WHAT?!”- sigaw ko

Kumuha ako ng jacket then bumaba narin ako then may sinabi si Mika.

“Ayaw na daw niyang lumalin yung feelings niya sayo kaya aalis na lang daw siya.”- Sabi niya

Takte! Traffic pa! -_______________- Mga 4:30 na kami nakarating sa airport at papaalis na si Lj. Ayoko siyang umalis . I need her! DAMN!

"Breakeven"

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

Her best days were some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even... no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

Oh, you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and honour to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break...
No, it don't break
No, it don't break even, no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
(Oh glad you're okay now)
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
(Oh I'm falling, falling)
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even no
Oh, it don't break even no
Oh, it don't break even no

“Nasan siya?”- sabi ko

“There!”- sabi niya

“Lorraine Jenna Randall! Wag kang umalis please! Kailangan kitaaaa!!!!!!!!!”- sigaw ko

Lorraine’s POV

“Lorraine Jenna Randall! Wag kang umalis please! Kailangan kitaaaa!!!!!!!!!”- sigaw niya

Naiiyak na ako ng marinig yung boses na yun, boses ni Lance. Di ko alam gagawin ko. Di ako makagalaw sa kinatatayuan ko. What to do?

“Wag mo kong iwan please?”- sabi niya

“All passengers, please proceed to your respective fights.”- sabi ng steward

Naguguluhan na ko. I was afraid to fall inlove again pero ayaw kong mawala si Lance. Papalakad nako papaalis. Hindi ko narin naririnig yung boses niya. Then all of our memories came into my mind.

Sorry Lance Wakefield, kelangan ko lang talaga hanapin yung sarili ko. Pero I promise na babalik ako. BABALIK AKO. And that’s final.

Lance’s POV

As she walk away from me, lalong sumasakit yung puso ko. Ganyan ba talaga siya? Well, kung biiwan niya lang naman ako,

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Then asahan niyang wala na siyang babalikan dito. Asahan niya ding ibang Lance na ang makikita niya pag bumalik na siya dito.

Then tears fell from my eyes. Shit!

Mika’s POV

Nakita ko talagang tumulo yung mga luha niya, pero di ko na pinansin. Alam ko namang sobra siyang nasaktan sa ginawa ni Lj. Pati ako di ko makapaniwalang nagawa ni Lj yun.

“Tara na, Lance.”- sabi ko

Then umalis na kami, wala narin naman yun g pipigilan namin, umalis din. Sana maging maayos din si Lance, alam ko yungh nararamdaman niya. Si Lj?

Ewan.