You Can't Control Me Alpha [ON HOLD]

Chapter 7

"Wake up! Unlock this door Angel!" I wake up to see it's 8pm, Val was knocking endlessly until I finally opened it.

"Angel I have news!" she screams I sat on my bed and plaster a fake smile as she walks and slams the door with excitement.

"You missed dinner and...I was right!!!!!" she exclaims.

"What were you right about?" I'm confused.

"Right about Luke being my mate!" this time I am feeling alot better, and I'm happy for her, "How?" I ask.

"So when you were in science I had maths and Luke sat next to me and as soon as our skin touched, I just knew, it's like having a bolt of happiness rush through you" she blushed.

"I am so happy for you!" I smile genuinely.

"Did you know he's the beta to this pack to?" she says proudly, I sat surprised.

"W-who's the alpha?" I ask, hoping it's not a 'certain someone'

"Grant".

I stiffen, oh crap did I break down in front of an alpha?

"Who was that guy I saw you with in gym class?"

"Andrew, he's just a friend"

"You know, it may be a little more..."

I frown. She changes the subject immediately.

"Anyways how was your after school activity? Fun?" It was like a splash of cold water, I suddenly change moods into depression.

"Angel what's wrong?" she notices the change in atmosphere, staring at my watering eyes (how much can this girl cry?) she pulls me into a hug and I rest my head on her shoulder and cry on it, stuttering what happened.

"Oh Angel I should have been there for you" I can tell by her voice she is full of regret.

"I'll be okay" I sigh, I know I'll get over this it's just a matter of time.

"shhhh it's gonna be okay, I'll let you sleep" she walks to the door before giving me a last glance, I just send her a smile and she leaves.

Everything will be okay.

I write in my song book, writing my emotions until I'm happy and slowly get changed into some comfy clothes, realising I did in fact miss dinner but I don't have my appetite.

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My alarm goes off, I slowly drag myself from my dreams and get ready, I'm dreading today and I'm scared. I walk downstairs to see Grant, Luke and Val sitting there at the kitchen table, I stay silent and grab some breakfast until Val shouts at me "Why didn't you tell me you got attacked by a rogue?!".

I glance at Grant who just stares at me like he had no choice but to tell her.

She waits for an answer and I finally swallow the lump in my throat "Can we not talk about this please?" I plead, she knew better not to push it any further.

While they sat talking to each other I just played with my food, it felt like a bunch of nervous butterflies filled my stomach and I didn't have any energy in me, "Shall we?" Luke gestures to Val like a gentleman and she just giggles.

I follow them to the car and soon after we ride to school.

I was in the front seat since the two love birds couldn't be separated. Grant was driving and it was really awkward.

He finally speaks up to all of us "At the end of school meet me by the car and we can go around the town since you haven't had a proper tour", the last place I wanted to be was out and watch them have a good time.

I know it was a little selfish but I didn't want to bring them down either.

"Actually, I have a sport's club, you guys go ahead " I say. They look at eachother like there thinking about it, Val finally speaks up "You are not going they could be there again and the rogue".

I shake my head and was about to protest when Luke cuts me off "Who do you mean by them?".

Val looks at me asking for permission to tell them, I shake my head "No one".

"Either way your coming" Val insists in her 'theres no arguing' voice.

I step out of the car and get to class. Yay... School then shopping in a depressed mood.

At lunch Val sits next to Luke and the 'popular' guys, she gestures me to sit next to her and I shake my head, I am not sitting next to them when I know Abby has a major crush on Grant. It's pretty obvious that little miss popular wants the king of this school and the alpha of a strong pack.

I turn around and sit on a empty table and finally eat a pizza, I still wasn't hungry though. Andrew sneaks up behind me and startles me "Boo" he whispers.

I smile weakly but soon his laughter fades "What's wrong?" He asks. Does everyone have to ask?

"Nothing" I lie.

" We both know your lying" he accuses.

"Please I don't want to talk about it okay?" To be honest I didn't actually want to talk to anyone today, but I guess that's my antisocial person in me.

"I just want you to know, you can talk to me about anything, you know that right?" he takes hold of my hand. I smile and nod, knowing I actually do have another true friend.

As soon as he held my hand though I heard growling from the distance.

What was that about?

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Sorry for the late update.

My laptop is broken so no song this chapter.

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