Give me Love

The Mistake

"Can't be sleepin'
Keep on waking
Without the woman next to me
Guilt is burning
Inside I'm hurting
This ain't a feeling I can keep"
- Blame, Calvin Harris ft John Newman

Jace's P.O.V

I call clary's name as I run trying to get to her so I can explain why I have cheated on the love of my life.

I actually didn't remember much, all I knew was that I went to the pandemonium to do a little hunting and order a drink or two. Later this blonde fairy was flirting with me but I really wasn't paying her attention. Then she buy me a drink and everything was block out of my mind, but when I heard clary's voice it was like waking up of a nightmare after I saw what I was doing.

I never wanted this, to see her in such pain made my heart sink. I came back to my room to get dress after I saw that calling her name was no use and that she was going to ignore me.

I walk to her room with the hope that she might wanna talk things out. Just then I saw izzy coming out of her room, when her eyes land on me she just give me a disapproval look and told me "She deserved better than this and you know it." she left after that. I saw a rune on her arm that wasn't there but I just brushed off. Just then I saw the door open so I thought I could come in.

I thought that clary might be there crying or waiting for me with rage in her eyes but I was not prepare for what I saw. There was just an empty room with nothing but a note that had my name in it. That said :

Jace,

I never thought that you of all people could do this to me, to us actually but there is no more us for what I saw. More than mad I'm disappointed of you, if you didn't like our relationship or weren't happy you could just have told me and we would just had break up. It would have been difficult but the thing is I would had understand but you cheated and lost the trust I had on you.

What I'm trying to say is that we are over,don't look for me because I think is better if we live separate lives away from each other an maybe that way the pain would go away.

I loved you like a would never love somebody else and maybe I will never stop loving you but I not gonna forget that you betrayed me. Goodbye Jace.

I didn't want to believe that this was real, that se left maybe forever and it was all my fault. And inside the envelope there it was the Morgenstern ring. The last thing that mark our relationship, the last thing I would ever had of her, the last of us.....

I broke down crying myself out, right there in her room where the last of her remain. In that moment I knew that she was gone. She left and my heart left with her.

A/N

I cry while I wrote this, sorry if it was to sad but I wanted to show that Jace actually care for her because I don't thing he could deal with clary leaving in another way that wasn't sad.

So if you guys notice I change the cover. Hope you like it and please be patient with the chapters and the updates because I really want to do a good job writing this so it takes me a while.
~ Paulina