Frozen Love

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

I awoke in a daze, the last thing I remember was being upset that they had displayed my history up on the big screens for everyone to see, and I couldn't breathe so I just started running until I couldn't run any longer, then I remember something about a dark room and there being blood everywhere, I remember seeing a pair of eyes, then.. Nothing. I opened my eyes and saw a bright light on the ceiling glowing down on me, I squinted my eyes shut again and waited until my eyes adjusted to the bright light. When I reopened my eyes slowly, I started glancing around the room, I took in all of my surroundings and noticed I was alone, I quickly noticed that this was not my room. I had a piece of hair in my face and tried to move it out of the way, I then quickly became acknowledged that my hands were restrained, I looked at my hands trying to move them again and I saw the restraints on my wrists. "What the hell is this?" I thought to myself I looked at the restraints trying to move out of them and get my hands free. I continued to struggle to free my hands but it was no use, I tried sitting up and throwing my feet over the side of the bed when I noticed my ankles were restrained too.

I tried pulling my feet free and my wrists and was all round struggling. I was violently thrashing around in the hopes of breaking free but it was no use. I flopped back on the bed and just huffed out in frustration, my breathing was heavy because I was angry and was also thrashing around trying to escape, but there was something else too, I couldn't quite put my finger on it but it was bothering me.

By this point my hair was a mess and was all up in my face, I started huffing and trying to blow it out of my face, I looked at the restraints again but had given up try to struggle against them, I was probably going to need my strength for later. I then quickly remembered that I had powers, "you idiot, how could you forget?" the voice in my head spoke, I just dismissed it and tried to freeze off my restraints, but to no avail, it was dumb of me to think I could freeze off leather, leather was pretty malleable and flexible in most temperatures, it could break off if I had gotten the temperature to below freezing but I didn't have the energy to. I thought about using my other powers to try and get free but I was much too exhausted to use fire or the other elements.

I just laid back and closed my eyes, I didn't want to be here, matter of fact I hadn't even wanted to come onto this stupid plane in the first place, this past day and a half has been a complete shit show. First I got caught so I had to go on the stupid helicopter/plane to get to the other stupid plane, I had to sit across from my brother for a good 4-5 hours if not longer with him staring at me the whole time. I then had everyone constantly watching my every move as if I was a threat to national security, then made a fool of myself because my legs got caught in my sweater so I was rolling around on the plane floor and couldn't stop it. To top it off when I finally came to this hell hole I realized we're in the middle of the fucking ocean with no escape, I am with a bunch of people who know everything about me and seem to either hate me or are afraid of me, and these people clearly don't care about privacy because they put up my entire life's history on the projection screens, so I ran until I couldn't run anymore into a secluded area, cut myself and now I am locked in this room restrained to a bed with very minimal movement, and the cherry on top of the entire fucking day is I have to pee really bad.

I just huffed in annoyance and threw my head back on the pillow, "how did I get myself into this whole mess?" I asked myself "well you clearly weren't careful enough and got caught, so it's all your fault that you're in this fucking mess in the first place you dumbass!" the voice in my head said, I didn't remember it always being so bitchy.

I tugged at the restraints once more just to see if they would give, and of course they didn't. My wrist started hurting so I looked at it and noticed that it was all bandaged up, someone must've found me in the room bleeding out and took me in here to fix me up and strap me down so I couldn't move. They probably thought I would cut myself again if they allowed me to move, and they were right but I wouldn't be dumb enough to do it in front of everyone, and not while I'm in this room because I am sure that they are watching me right now. I glanced around the room, "yup, there it is, there's the camera" I thought. I looked back at my sore, raw, bandaged wrist I noticed there was blood on the bandages meaning that one of my cuts had probably reopened and was bleeding again from when I was struggling against the restraint straps.
I was wondering when anybody was going to come in and yell at me for being so 'dumb' and 'immature' for cutting myself and purposely inflicting pain on myself, I honestly didn't need to hear that bullshit right now I was just really tired and emotionally drained and couldn't care less at this point. All I could think about was how I was just waiting and anticipating for Coulson to walk through the door and lecture me about something and then Bruce come in after him and say something about how he was worried and then for everyone else to pile in and just say shit to me all at the same time until it ended up being a big cluster fuck, and then Fury would walk in and tell everybody to shut the hell up and say something to me and tell everyone else to leave. Then after that I would be left alone in the room with Coulson, Bruce, and Fury and they would all lecture me and tell me about what was going to happen and say I would probably have to be watched constantly or some shit like that.