Noelani's pov
I hang my head and walk out the dining room alone. I walk up to the lifts and press one of the buttons and the huge metal doors open. I step inside and press another button to get me to my floor.
The machine starts to move upwards and I cringe at the uneasy sound it makes. I am on the top floor so I didn't fancy taking the stairs. I would like to arrive to the party whilst it's still on.
The doors open and I see Sam Pepper. I gulp and step out, shaking like a leaf. He starts touching me again and I squeal. My body starts to violently shake and tears roll down my cheeks as my legs give way making me fall to the floor.
I curl up into a ball in tears and he keeps on touching me in wrong ways. His finger trying to pull my top off and fiddling with my bra. I cry into my arms and I hear one of the lift doors open and he sprints away.
"Noelani? Holy shit are you okay?!" Jim says panicking.
"Lift her up!" I hear Tanya's small voice say.
I feel arms wrap around me but I scream and throw myself out of them. My heartbeat is racing and I run to my room with them chasing me. I unlock the door with my key cars and slam it shut.
I go into the bedroom and close the door behind me and sit in the corner. My whole body is still shaking and I hug myself as the door opens me. I see Connors face with Tyler and Zoe behind.
Connor walks over to me and I start panicking. He's going to hurt me. I can see it in his eyes. I can see what he is about to do to me.
"Please don't hurt me." I say in tears.
"Noelani it's me Connor, I would never hurt you." He says as pain flashes in his eyes.
He comes closer with his arms wide open like he is going to catch me if I run for it. I want to escape but I can't because if he doesn't catch me then the other two would. Connor is so close to me and my heart is racing even faster.
He kneels in front of me and takes my hand. I pull mine away and hold it myself. I don't want him to touch me like that.
"Noelani?" He asks as tears glisten in his eyes.
"He was touching me like they use to." I say as tears roll down my cheeks.
"Who was?" Connor asks coming a little closer.
"S- Sam." I say as my voice cracks.
"Do you trust me?" Connor asks staying back a little.
I look at him and look into his eyes. I don't see the anger I though I saw. Instead it's fear and gentleness. I start to calm down from my panic attack. My body still trembling and tears still rolling down my cheeks.
"C- Connor?" I whisper.
"It's okay hun." He says opening his arms so I can be in them.
I hug him tightly and cry into the pit of his stomach. He rubs my back and I grip onto him tight. He kisses my head and slowly calms me down.
"I'm going to text John and Hank... Sam can't be here if he is surrounded by girls and he thinks he can do whatever the fuck he wants." Tyler says getting his phone out.
I stare at him as his thumbs dance around the keypad. My heartbeat is normal and I stop crying. I pull away and look at everyone in my room as they slowly filled it when I was having my episode.
"I'm sorry." I say looking down.
"Hun it is okay." Connor says kissing my head gently.
"You guys can go to the party. I don't feel like it. I'll text you if I want some company." I say standing up and going into the bathroom.
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You Changed My Life
FanfictionIt's a story/ fanfic that includes Tyler Oakley, Connor Franta and many other youtubers. It's about a young adult who has had a bad childhood and she has moved to America for a new start. She makes a few good friends along the way. She goes through...
