You Changed My Life

150. Exhausted

Noelani's pov

The four of us all decide to go up to our rooms seem as we have some things that still desperately need doing.

I rest my head back on Troyes shoulder as we get in the elevator. Connor pulls me into his arms causing me to stumble slightly as we start going up. I hug him lazily as I watch the number go up very slowly.

My eyes start getting heavy but I fight to keep them open. The doors slide open and we all walk out and to our room. Connor unlocks the door and we all go in.

I flop onto the couch with my laptop and vlogging camera. I decide on telling them how they can meet me properly for tomorrow.

'Hi guys so I said on the Main Stage beginning show I would tweet out how some of y'all can meet me properly for 5-10 mins. Well if you use the #NoelaniAtPlayList, tweet to that telling me why I should pick you. It doesn't have to be long, maybe just the fact that you want to meet me for more than a selfie and me signing something. I will be picking twenty of you guys so start tweeting using the hashtag! I love Y'all! xx'

I take a screenshot of the document and then tweet it and I put it up on Tumblr too.

My notifications start going crazy so I turn my phone onto night mode and start editing my two daily vlogs.

Troye and Tyler both sit on either side of me but they are both editing too. I think Connor is in the bedroom getting changed into bedtime clothing.

I connect my vlogging camera up to my laptop and start to edit my first vlog. Tears sting my eyes as I watch it through because of my crying part. I don't want to edit it out because I still find it important. People should know that us YouTubers do get stressed out and panicky. But it is soon changed with happiness.

I make a quick thumbnail and then wait for it to upload. It will only take twenty minutes. I guess that's quite good for hotel wifi.

I search up the hashtags so I can see some of the photo's from this morning. Some people took some really good photo's.

I favourite some of the edits they have done and just the general photo's. I retweet some of them too. Someone that must have been right in the front took a really nice picture of when the four of us were all holding hands at the beginning of the show.

I save it and also retweet and favourite it. Soon I get mentioned by the people that have had a notification from me, thanking me for noticing them. I don't reply because by then my vlog is ready.

I send the link to twitter and use a caption telling them this is the first vlog out of six. And that I hope then enjoy it.

I notice all of the boys sitting down. Troye and Tyler are watching it on their laptops and Connor is too. I always feel embarrassed when my friends watch my vides in front of me, I guess I'll just have to get use to it.

I go into the bathroom to try and wash off my makeup from mine and Connors cute meal. After a few minutes I have taken it all off.

There is a light knock on the door. I open it and see Troye and his eyes are watery. I look at him confused. He tries to speak but he chokes up. I pull him in for a hug and his arms wrap around me tightly.

"Troye what's wrong?" I ask him quietly.

"Why... Didn't you tell us... That you were crying yesterday? I could of... helped you." He says in tears.

"I was okay afterwards, that's why I came down to the party. I just felt socially awkward because everyone was staring at me and I was surrounded so I felt nervous. I had an anxiety attack and needed to be alone." I say looking at him.