I'm In Love With a Killer ~ Sonadow

Chapter 21 |Bleeding Heart| Part 1

|Sonic's.POV|

I never thought I'd see Shadow act so vulnerable in front of me. His body was soft and relaxed, not tense or stiff. I kissed him passionately as I felt my heart racing. He happily returned my kisses with a sweeter taste on him. I slowly pulled my lips away from his and took a moment to stare into his eyes. His dark and beautiful eyes...

We both panted for air, while we stared at each other, having our lips so close that they were barely touching. His warm breath had heated me up and I could feel that he was eager to go a bit further. I caught his signals and had already slipped off my shoes. He followed along and did the same. Still sitting on his lap I felt him grab my waist and pull me closer onto his lap where our lips had met again into a long and heated kiss.

I felt one of his hands sliding from around my waist, touching some sensitive areas that made me shiver. He slid his fingers up to the bottom of my neck, where the zipper of my jacket was. He had unzipped it and pulled it off my body, having to break our kiss while doing so.

"Why are you moving so slow?" I teased but kept my voice low and slightly playful, while he had taken off his jacket as well. "You like it~" He teased back. I can't deny that I really did love it. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders. His face was almost buried in my chest, but I could hear his breathing becoming a little harder, almost like he was resisting something.

|Shadow's.POV|

By the ways that he was moving, it made me want him so badly. I lifted my head up a bit and started loving on his neck. To which he responded with a soft and delicate moan. For a while, I never thought I'd hear him make these sweet sounds. I'd only hear them in my dreams, his bloody face would be glowing a rosy red, and he'd tell me the amazing feeling of being touched in this kind of way. Something so precious to me, yet so sick and demented. A pretty flower with innocence and grace but sprouting sharp and venomous thorns. He's perfect.

This fantasy I've created in my head where I had him under me, at my mercy. My hand on his throat as I controlled his breath down to the very last one. I'd look into his eyes and kiss him one last time to steal it and watch those same beautiful gems roll to the back of his head as his life fell into my arms. This thought alone was enough to get me off every single time. Once his life was gone and his body became pale, I'd slit my throat and die along with him.

I had to stick to reality for a moment and just enjoy the fact that he was here. Allowing me to touch him. I didn't hesitate to pull off his shirt and see that fluffy peachy chest he keeps hidden.

|Sonic's.POV|

While he was still being very gentle, it was a lot of new feelings that I had to process at that moment. The vulnerable moment of being shirtless in front of him had me turning red in embarrassment. I have been shirtless a couple times in front of him, but this was just a whole different feeling considering the situation, and even though it was dark, it still felt different.

He continued to kiss and bite down on my neck, hiding himself from me. His true intentions were hidden but I wanted to slowly peel back anything he kept hidden in the back of his mind. Whatever sick and demented thing went through his mind, I wanted to fulfill. Even if it meant I'd die for it. If he wanted to fuck me as a corpse, I'd let him. I wanted every part of me to belong to him, even in death. If he wanted to strangle me while holding me close, poison me with his tongue, stab me in the heart to watch me bleed at his will, and kissing my wounds until I could no longer feel...

Pulling my organs out one by one to touch every last bit of me, to wrap them around himself like a warm blanket, to kiss my bare heart and hold it in his hands.

I'd do it all.

I felt so heated that I could feel myself sweating already. I never knew that Shadow could be so passionate with me before, he was being gentle and showing lots of love and appreciation for me. I felt such wonderful bliss while being held in his arms.

I reach down to the rim of his shirt, causing him to pull away from my neck. I bit my lip and slowly pulled off his shirt for him, revealing his fluffy chest. The same chest that I cuddled every night after a successful kill.

I then took off my gloves and tossed them to the side. With my bare hand, I reached down to feel on his fluffy chest. Probably the softest thing that I've ever touched in my life. He gently held onto my wrist, and moved my hand to the direct middle of his chest, where I felt his gentle heartbeat.

I panted and look down into his eyes again. He stared up into mine, and for a while we had just stared. I felt the hallucinations coming back again. But it was different from all the other hallucinations. There wasn't a scary image in my vision this time.

I saw Shadow clearly in the darkness, his silhouette was beautiful. But strangely I could see glowing butterflies surrounding him. They flapped their wings to the rhythm of his heartbeat. The beautiful creatures had looked to be flying around Shadow, as if it was magic. Time looked like it had stopped when I saw his eyes looking up at me, almost begging me for something. I never wanted someone so badly than right now. He had looked so beautiful to me in every way, even when he had hurt me..I still couldn't always be mad at him. I trust him with everything I have, and I couldn't be more happy than to share this with him.

I felt like I had no control when I slid my hands on both of his shoulders. At the corner of my eye, I could see him taking off his gloves and placing them to the side. He did this without breaking eye contact. The hallucinations wore off and I couldn't see the glowing butterflies surrounding Shadow anymore.

With my hands on his shoulders, I pushed down on his shoulders, lifting my self up a bit so that I wasn't sitting on his lap, just hovering over it. And with all my strength, I quickly pinned Shadow down on the bed, with his hands pinned down by his head. I acted so quickly, but I couldn't help it.

I got heated when I held down his wrists, I've done this before but that was different, I looked away and avoided eye contact. Shadow's response had made me melt when he gently pulled me closer, so that I was sitting directly on his lap. He laid on his back peacefully and placed his hands around my hips.

"Darling, you don't have to be so shy," He said sweetly. I could feel my heart melting to his words, the tone of his voice, and his soft touch. I leaned down and gave him a small but soft kiss. "Then...is it okay...to take this off?" I asked and lightly pulled on the rim of his jeans. He nodded and held onto my cheek reassuring that he was okay with it.

I bit my lip hard, and began stripping him of the remainder of his clothing.

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