Lover : A Book Of Heartbreaks

💠11| He's The Reason Why

HE'S THE REASON WHY

I remembered the day when your distance is still close to me, where my hands wrapped around your waist, while we enjoyed the sunset.

That moment you said to me, ''I'll love you always and forever.''

It replayed inside my mind every day and night, like a recorded tape.

Every time I watched the sun goes the down. I always remember what you'd said to me before and that was one of the best day of my life.

After few months, I noticed you changed a lot. You were no longer the same person I used to know and you weren't that close to me anymore. That moment, everything we built falls apart.

Your eyes are cold and distant, like you no longer care for what I see. It hurts that you ignored my presence. It hurts that I wasn't longer existed into your world, and I was your another fiction.

Your words are sharp and deep, like you cut my heart into million of pieces like a knife. It felt I was death by a thousand cuts and I was bleeded by your thorns of rejection.

Maybe you acted that way because you have another man who gave you happiness, who is better than me.

A man with a perfect face and killer smile, seeing you with him in the street, made my heart broken apart and my world had stopped.

I was completely empty without you, I don't know how I live another day without seeing your angelic face.

I laid alone in the grass, watching the skies, when I heard laughters, giggles and soft murmurs. I turned my head in the other side, I silently choked up in tears, when I saw you and the man you love, laying together in the grass.

That moment I knew, you love him even more than me, your happiness is brighter and better with him, your smile genuinely warm when you're with him. You left me dumbfounded and speechless at the same time.

I realised our love wouldn't last long, like a sunset, everything about us become blurry and dark. You left me behind in the pitch darkness without any light.

--- He's the reason why you left me, the reason why you don't love me anymore.